Delicate Flower

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Chapter 187 – Of Great Importance

When Pei Yan said this, he even cast a sidelong glance at Yu Tang with a faint smile hanging at the corners of his mouth.

Yu Tang was momentarily dumbfounded.

What did Pei Yan mean by this?

Did he think that it would be good to be married to the Gu family? Or was there some other reason for the marriage between the Pei and Gu families that was not disclosed to outsiders?

Yu Tang’s heart sank, feeling that she might have made a mistake coming here.

She knew that Pei Yan was much more formidable than her, so if he felt the need to marry the Gu family, what makes her think that she knows better than Pei Yan and could stop Pei Yan’s decision?

Yu Tang instantly became dejected.

Could it be that it was destined for Gu Xi in this life to marry Pei Yan and become the Pei family’s matriarch?

She mumbled, “Have you already made up your mind, and no matter what I say, you’ll be marrying the Gu family?”

Pei Yan didn’t speak, but circled around Yu Tang.

He saw Yu Tang wilting further, looking more and more like a blanched green vegetable.

He grew a little curious and asked, “Why do you oppose the marriage between the Pei and the Gu family?”

Yu Tang looked up in shock at Pei Yan.

Pei Yan was gazing at her solemnly.

She instantly knew that such an opportunity might only come once, and if she couldn’t seize it, it might not come again.

“I’m at odds with Gu Xi.” She immediately piped up, “And it’s not just an ordinary dislike. This person, she enjoys stepping on me every chance she gets. She’s too pretentious. I don’t want someone like her to become the Pei family’s matriarch. Ladies that marry into the Pei Family should be like Grand Madam, kind, gentle, generous and bold, not only looking out for their own benefit, causing whoever that crosses her to feel uncomfortable in their hearts. I’ve often heard people say that a good wife is worth half a fortune. I, for one, would not want such a person to be your wife ……”

I hope he lives a happy, fulfilling life with a virtuous wife and a filial son.

If it was before she came to see Pei Yan, she could say this without reservations, but after seeing Pei Yan and listening to his words, she abruptly felt that she might be wrong.

Everyone has different feelings and aspirations. What she likes, Pei Yan may not, therefore, she can’t use her own personal feelings to determine Pei Yan’s preferences and whether or not Pei Yan was doing well.

However, Gu Xi is out of the running for sure.

She knew Gu Xi too well.

Yu Tang couldn’t help but blurt out, “All in all, I hope you’ll consider this matter carefully.”

Pei Yan looked at her interestedly, remarking, “Then are you against this because you dislike her? Or are you opposing this because you think she’s not right for me?”

Yu Tang immediately replied, “Both! I think she’s unsuitable and detestable.”

Pei Yan nodded and said, “I see!” He then served the tea with a gesture as if he wanted to send off the guest.

Yu Tang blinked.

Things ended too abruptly.

So did Pei Yan accept her advice or not?

She stood up and said strongly, ”What do you mean? Did you listen to what I said?”

“I’ll think about it.” Pei Yan said with an expressionless face, “If the wife I chose doesn’t fit in with you all, it’ll be a problem.” Saying this, he exuded a look of serious contemplation.

However, in Yu Tang’s eyes, this expression made her feel that he was mocking her.

Yu Tang’s face flushed as she stated “I’ll take my leave then” and rushed out of the pavilion as if she was fleeing.

Pei Yan gazed at her fleeing silhouette and couldn’t help but laugh, his voice gradually rising from a low register and eventually echoing all around the pavilion.

Pei Qi walked out from the forest next to the pavilion, and said in confusion, “Third Master, you, what’s wrong with you?”

Pei Yan restrained his smile, but the depths of his eyes shone as bright and dazzling as a starry river on a summer night, like stars dotting the sky.

“Oh.” He blandly quipped, “A little rabbit ran into the flower garden, made a mess, and then scared itself away.”

A flower garden?

Since when was there a flower garden around here?

Could it be that Third Master was talking about those wildflowers outside the pavilion?

Pei Qi hurriedly replied, “Third master, Ah Ming and the others plucked the wildflowers for almost half a day early in the morning, but there’s too many. In the blink of an eye, they’re back again.”

Pei Yan casually waved his hand and said to Pei Qi, “Lady Yu just left, she shouldn’t have gone too far. Catch up with her and invite Lady Yu to sit in the study for a while, as I have something to speak to her about. I’ll go over after I send off the Yang family.”

What about those wildflowers?

Pei Qi rubbed his head and uttered a sound of assent as he quickly turned around to chase after Yu Tang.

Yu Tang gradually slowed down her pace, but her mind was constantly replaying the conversation with Pei Yan, and the more she thought about it, the angrier she became.

She was obviously here to deter Pei Yan, and yesterday she even contemplated on how best to convey this for half a day, ready to tell Pei Yan some of the things she and Gu Xi did, but why was it that when she met Pei Yan she was just like a child picking a fight, only knowing how to say that she didn’t like Gu Xi, while forgetting the words that she should have otherwise said!

She didn’t blame Pei Yan for not believing her words.

She wouldn’t have believed either.

Alas, she seemed to have messed up even though she had good intentions!

I wonder if there is any way to rectify the situation.

Or perhaps …… she should return and talk to Pei Yan properly?

Pei Yan’s indifferent look surfaced in Yu Tang’s mind.

No.

She stopped in her tracks.

This matter wasn’t her fault. It was Pei Yan who should be blamed.

Every time she conversed with him, Pei Yan was very serious and kept his words brief and more often than not, before she could finish her sentence, he would have already made up his mind, and her words were all immediately stuck in her throat.

This was also the reason why whenever she met Pei Yan, she would always feel defeated, right?

Yu Tang reflected on her behaviour and wondered if she should find another opportunity to talk to Pei Yan about this.

If Gu Xi really became Pei Yan’s wife, she’d have trouble sleeping and eating.

It was much more unbearable than swallowing a fly.

She would rather leave Lin’an.

However, was it appropriate for her to return at this time?

Yu Tang hesitated.

Pei Qi’s voice came from behind her, “Lady Yu, Lady Yu, Third Master requested for you to wait for him in the study, he says he has something more to speak with you about!”

Yu Tang recognised this person.

He was an attendant serving beside Pei Yan.

She couldn’t help but ask, “Why did Third Master change his mind? Did he say what it was that he wanted to speak with me about?”

It wouldn’t be to scold her and tell her to mind her own business, would it?

Yu Tang was a little unnerved.

Pei Qi smiled as he answered, “I don’t know. I’m just following orders.”

Yu Tang mulled it over before going with Pei Qi to Pei Yan’s study.

This study was a five-room open hall with scrolls everywhere. Near the southern window, there was a rocking chair with a plain thin cloth quilt, a ginger-yellow cloth pillow, and a green plum vase with a dried stalk of mugwort in it.

Clearly, this was Pei Yan’s usual study.

It was what he used for his personal reading and writing and not for meeting guests.

Yu Tang was secretly surprised, and even more curious as to why the mugwort was placed in the plum vase, and how this mugwort was preserved even till today.

She was about to walk over and have a look.

Sounds of footsteps were heard from outside the room..

Yu Tang turned and saw a seventeen or eighteen year old lady wearing a green silk robe, dressed like a maid, walking in with a tea tray.

“Lady Yu!” She smilingly curtsied to Yu Tang. She had big, bright eyes, a fair oval face, graceful and polite, just like a well-bred young lady of the inner courtyard, making Yu Tang momentarily unsure of her position.

She introduced herself with a soft smile, “My name is Qing Yuan, I am the eldest maidservant in Third Master’s house. I was uncertain of the type of tea you prefer, so I took the liberty of brewing a crowd’s favourite, West Lake Dragon Well tea. Please try it to see if it’s to your liking. If not, I’ll change it to another tea that suits your preferences.”

Yu Tang wasn’t so particular. She smiled and replied, “I’m not picky about tea, they’re all acceptable. Thank you, Lady Qing Yuan.”

“You are being too polite.” Qing Yuan placed the tea on the coffee table in the study, and two young maids aged fifteen or sixteen years old, brought in refreshments, fruits and nuts.

Yu Tang felt that these two young maids looked somewhat familiar, but couldn’t recall where she had seen them before, so she could only nod towards them.

The two young maids blushed and bowed to her before retreating.

Qing Yuan, meanwhile, accompanied her in the study and chatted with her for a short while, before Pei Yan came over.

“Third Master!” Qing Yuan hurriedly got up and bowed.

Pei Yan, however, did not even spare her a glance as he waved his hand, signalling for her to retreat. He got straight to the point, saying, “Why did you run so fast? I still have things to say.”

Yu Tang stood there, her mouth slightly agape, as she struggled for words to say, feeling that she lacked composure as compared to Qing Yuan, the maid, and behaved just like those two nameless little maids.

The depths of Pei Yan’s eyes glimmered quickly with the slightest twinkle, before returning to the usual austerity, and he said calmly, “I’ve known you for almost two years now, why are you still so flighty, can’t you be more poised?”

Yu Tang’s eyes were twitching at the corners as she listened.

Pei Yan quickly added. “After the 15th day of the first month, the Li family will be moving to Hangzhou City, did you know about this?”

“I know.” Speaking of this, Yu Tang did not care to argue with Pei Yan about his choice of words and said, “I’ve been keeping an eye on their family’s movements. I heard that their family moved to a place not far away from Xiaohe Imperial Street and near to Xiaohe Lane, but I don’t know if it’s true or not.”

Xiaohe Lane was considered as one of the busiest alleys in Hangzhou City, and those who lived there were all either rich or noble, thus very few properties over there were sold to the public.

Yu Tang had not yet inquired if the Li family had rented or bought a house there.

If it was rented, it was fine, but if it was bought, then the Li family might have already started to prepare for a permanent move.

At this point Yu Tang and Pei Yan’s thoughts were the same.

Pei Yan said, “The Li family’s house was purchased.”

Yu Tang frowned and asked, “So, there’s no news from the capital?”

“It would most likely be around the Dragon Boat Festival.” Pei Yan spoke frankly, “I’ve had people send gifts during the New Year’s, and I’ve managed to find out a lot of things from Rizhao. I’m only waiting for the right time.”

This is good.

Yu Tang nodded.

Pei Yan then began to ask her about her New Year’s celebrations, which days did they carry out certain festivities, how the relatives travelled about among the various houses, how many red envelopes did she get, and so on, asking about everything in a haphazard manner.

Yu Tang was getting suspicious of his questions.

Pei Yan did not seem to have any important thing to say, instead, it seems like he was trying to keep her here, not letting her return home.

Yu Tang looked at Pei Yan’s serious-looking face and inwardly doubted her suspicions.

Pei Yan, however, internally stifled his laughter, but it was getting harder and harder the more he held it in, before Pei Man finally came.

He reported to Pei Yan, saying ”Grand Madam said that as the Yang family is the maternal family of Eldest Young Master and since Eldest Madam and the Yang family’s elders all think that this is a good marriage, it would be thus settled. Lady Gu is to be betrothed to Eldest Young Master, and the two families will exchange tokens first, while waiting for Grand Elder’s mourning service period to end before formally arranging the procedures.”

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Delicate Flower – Chapter 186

Chapter 186 – Objection

Lady Gu?

Gu Xi!

If the Gu family wanted to marry into the Pei family, then they should just arrange it themselves, why did the Yang family get dragged into this?

The crowd looked at each other in disbelief.

The second young lady’s face even flushed with anger as she gritted her teeth and asked, ”What does the Yang family mean by this? Why are they meddling in the affairs of our Pei family?”

The Yang family had just agreed to a marriage with the Pei family, and already they were interfering in the Pei family’s affairs, not to mention they were Second young lady’s future in-laws, so it was no wonder that second young Lady was annoyed and enraged.

Yu Tang wanted to calm her down with a few words of advice, but her heart was also in turmoil, and the corners of her mouth opened and closed, but she didn’t know what to say.

The other young ladies also came back to their senses at this time.

Third young lady immediately apologized, embarrassedly whispering to Yu Tang, ”Sister Yu, we won’t see you off. This happened so suddenly, I’m sure the elders of the family would be preoccupied for a while. Once my family’s affairs are straightened out, I’ll personally invite Sister Yu to come again as our guest.”

Yu Tang wanted to say “It’s fine”, but her throat felt like it was blocked by something, and she, who was usually quite articulate, was actually unable to speak.

She was supported by Shuang Tao as she left the Pei Residence dazedly, got into the sedan chair, and somehow returned home to Qingzhu Lane.

Madam Chen was alarmed by her behaviour and asked ”What’s wrong? Why are you sweating so much on such a cold day? And your face is white as a sheet!” After speaking, she frantically questioned Shuang Tao loudly, “Didn’t you say you went to see Grand Madam Pei? Why did she come back looking like this? Did someone bully Ah Tang? Or did Grand Madam Pei say something?”

She had her hands clenched tightly, as if she was going to fight with someone.

Yu Tang jolted back to her senses and quickly pulled on her mother’s arm, saying softly, “It’s nothing, I’m fine. It’s just that while I was in the Pei family’s residence……”

When she heard that the Yang family wanted to secure a match for Gu Xi, her heart panicked, and she momentarily lost her composure.

Yu Tang swallowed hard.

She didn’t know what was wrong with her.

Gu Xi fancied Pei Yan – not only her, but even the elders of the Pei family seemed to have sensed it.

Didn’t she already know about this?

Why was it still so unbearable for her now that the Gu family had brought this up?

Yes, it was unbearably painful.

She detested Gu Xi, and as soon as she imagined Gu Xi standing by Pei Yan’s side one day, and that Pei Yan would show a gentle smile to Gu Xi that no one else would ever see, Yu Tang felt like her heart was dripping blood.

It was definitely because she treated Pei Yan as her benefactor and was unwilling to let a woman like Gu Xi desecrate or defile Pei Yan.

Yes, it must be like this.

That’s why it was so painful for her.

Yu Tang drew in a long breath, and only then did she feel the warmth spreading from her hands and feet and the warm spring air that flowed through.

It was as if she had suddenly awakened from a nightmare.

Her limbs were filled with strength, and her mind spun rapidly.

“Mother,” Yu Tang said in a relaxed tone, “Don’t worry about it, it’s about the Gu family. You remember her? It’s Lady Gu who was also a guest staying at the Pei family along with me. I was just a little caught off-guard when someone came to the Pei Family, wanting to secure a marriage for her and Third Master Pei.”

Madam Chen looked at her skeptically, “Really? Grand Elder’s mourning period will soon be over, thus it’s about time to prepare for Third Master’s marriage, so why are you so shocked? Are you bluffing me?”

“No, no.” Yu Tang re-assured her, saying, “I’m just genuinely surprised. Previously, I thought that Lady Gu was around the same age as me, but it turns out that Lady Gu could potentially be the wife of Third Master……. Can you imagine it?”

Her statement convinced Madam Chen, who laughed, “Dear child, you scared me! This is only because our family is small and you haven’t experienced much of the workings of the inner courtyard, so you feel that it’s uncommon. Take for example, your Eldest aunt, who was only a few months older than her aunt. The two grew up together and even got married in the same year.”

Yu Tang sulked.

Anyway, she didn’t think Gu Xi was good enough for Pei Yan.

She instructed Ah Cam to keep an eye on the Pei family’s affairs.

Pei Yan’s marriage was a significant event in the Pei family, as it determined who would be the Pei family’s matriarch. The Pei family was the biggest family in Lin’an City, so even if they wanted to keep a low profile, there was no way they could.

The following day, information came from Ah Cam, saying that the Gu family was going to enter into a marriage with the Pei family.

Yu Tang froze.

After being questioned by her mother yesterday, she calmed down a little and returned to her room to contemplate. If the Pei family agreed to marriage with the Gu family, Grand Madam Pei would have to be really satisfied with Gu Xi. However, in the other residence, it was seen that Grand Madam Pei was not particularly attentive to Gu Xi, and Mrs. Shen, who accompanied Gu Xi, even offended Grand Madam Pei, therefore the so-called marriage should only be the Gu family’s fervent wish that would go unfufilled.

Hower, listening to Ah Cam’s words, she began to doubt her previous conclusion.

Perhaps Grand Madam Pei was really satisfied with Gu Xi, so when she saw that Mrs. Shen’s words and actions were not to her liking, she lost her temper and drove Mrs. Shen away. Otherwise, with Grand Madam Pei’s open-mindedness, she wouldn’t have reacted so vehemently.

Subsequently, Gu Xi was sent away early, was it also because she was going to talk to the Gu family about marriage, and Gu Xi living in the Pei family would be somewhat inappropriate?

Otherwise, the Yang family was just about to be the Pei family’s in-laws, and the marriage was not yet officially announced to the public, so why would they get involved in the marriage of the Pei and Gu families?

It’s not like the Yang family is some shabby family that didn’t know the rules!

The more Yu Tang thought about it, the more it seemed to be the case.

Her heart felt like it was being fried on an iron skillet, constantly stirred in various directions, and she didn’t even know what she was feeling anymore.

She paced back and forth in the room.

Shuang Tao, who was helping her pack, her eyes grew dizzy watching her and couldn’t help but ask, ”Miss, what exactly are you worried about? Master and Madam both love you very much, if you were to speak up, they would definitely grant your request. Why are you so agitated? You can just do as you please!”

Yu Tang froze.

Her thinking was inferior to Shuang Tao’s.

Indeed, what’s the use of her being so antsy at home? Once the marriage between the Pei and the Gu family was finalized, even if Gu Xi wasn’t capable enough, the Pei family would surely tolerate it in view of the bigger picture, at most sending Gu Xi to the temple for closed meditation. But in this way, Pei Yan’s life will be over – his wife is not virtuous, his children unfilial, and he can’t even manage his family’s affairs, so why should he remain the patriarch of the family?

No, she couldn’t just stand at the sidelines, watching Gu Xi marry Pei Yan like this.

She still had a lifetime to spend in Lin’an City!

Wouldn’t she have to live her whole life enduring Gu Xi again, just like in her previous life?

Yu Tang suddenly felt as if a stream of hot blood had gushed out from her heart, causing her entire body to burn.

In her previous life, she escaped from the Li family purely by courage, and only then was she able to do what she did afterward. Now that she was a person of two lifetimes, how could she still be fearful, and not be as courageous as the lonely and pitiful girl of her previous life?

She had to fulfil what she set out to do.

Yu Tang immediately wrote a letter and had Ah Cam send it to the Pei Residence and instructed him. ”Be sure to give it to Third Master Pei. If you can’t meet him, you can pass it to the Head Chief Steward or Ah Ming, and tell them that I have an important matter to see Third Master for, so please make sure that Third Master arrange for a time to see me.”

Ah Cam took the letter and left. Later, he came back and told her, “Third Master Pei has to host guests throughout the day and asked if it would be okay for you to go to the Pei Residence early tomorrow morning. If you can’t wait until tomorrow morning, then write a note for me to bring over. He also told Head Chief Steward that if you still had to meet with him today, for him to take you directly to see him.”

Tomorrow shouldn’t be too late, right?

Yu Tang calculated in her mind, but she unconsciously asked, “Third Master was seeing guests all day today? Do you know the people who he’s been meeting?”

I wonder if it has anything to do with Pei Yan and Gu Xi’s marriage?

Ah Cam shook his head and replied, “I only heard that Mr. Shen came over early in the morning, and then the Gu family from Hangzhou came. Third Master Pei hasn’t even set foot outside of his study. While I was there, it was Ah Ming who passed the message along for me.”

Mr. Shen was also at the Pei family!

The Gu family also came!

Yu Tang’s heart tightened. She was secretly glad that had she not made up her mind earlier, she might not have had the chance to meet with Pei Yan again, and their next meeting would have to be at the time of his betrothal.

She returned to her room and couldn’t help but hug Shuang Tao, saying “I really owe my thanks to you today. When you get married, I will definitely reward you with a full set of silver headwear.”

Shuang Tao was baffled by her words, but being rewarded by her mistress with a set of silver headpieces when she was married off was an extremely honourable thing, so she blushed and couldn’t help but ask Yu Tang, “Eldest Miss, you’re confusing me…… why are you rewarding me?”

Yu Tang was taken aback and then burst out laughing, saying, “If you don’t know, it’s best for you not to know. Just remember that when you get married and remind me that I still owe you a set of silver headpieces.”

Shuang Tao was momentarily confused if Yu Tang was joking or that she really wanted to reward her. She blushed hotly as she packed Yu Tang’s newly made summer clothes that Madam Chen gave into the closet.

Early the next morning, Pei Yan met Yu Tang at the pavilion in the garden where he had met her before.

During Spring, the carefully cultivated garden revealed another kind of beauty. In addition to the big and lush green trees, silvery weeping willows that brushed against the water, there were also beautiful tiny wildflowers budding beside the creek. Butterflies fluttered and bees buzzed about, and the air was refreshing and gentle, filled with the flavour of spring.

Yu Tang wondered if Pei Yan might have been too busy during this period of time which allowed these wildflowers to flourish so abundantly, or maybe the maids and attendants were too busy and had no time remove them, or perhaps they plucked the flowers every day, but didn’t manage to remove them all?

Pei Yan, in contrast, surveyed Yu Tang closely.

Compared to when she was at the Bitter Nunnery, she seemed to be somewhat frailer. Of course, this was not refering to her appearance, as she still had a face like a peach blossom and eyes as clear as a spring day, just like a eye-catching flower blossoming. Rather, he felt that she was low in spirits, as if she had suffered some grievances.

However, he did not hear about any major events that happened to her family during this period of time.

Pei Yan mused internally, but his voice was calm and unruffled, making it impossible to detect any joy or displeasure, “What’s wrong? Anxiously requesting to meet with me, you are not in trouble again, are you?”

Thinking of their first encounter, she had fooled people using their Pei family’s name.

Yu Tang got upset.

She shouldn’t have bothered to come and advise this person.

Why, there wasn’t even one word spoken that was nice.

The manuscript she had prepared mentally last night was immediately tossed aside as she replied, ”I heard that Third Master is getting married to Lady Gu. Thinking about how much Third Master cared for our Yu Family in the past, I have a couple of words that are stuck in my throat and I have to say them. If my comments aren’t pleasant, please extend your kindness and overlook my error on the basis of my sincerity.”

Here was another one who had something to say about the marriage between the Pei and Gu families.

Pei Yan raised an eyebrow and retorted, “Then don’t speak!”

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Delicate Flower – Chapter 185

Chapter 185 – Perplexed

Yu Tang was blindsided by Wang Si’s words and began questioning if her memory was at fault. How could the events of her past life be entirely different from this one?

Could it be that there was some hidden circumstances that she didn’t know about?

There was also that “female cousin” of her eldest aunt in previous life. Was she the daughter-in-law of the Zeng family that Wang Si said she was? Was she telling the truth in her previous life? If it’s a lie, it’s fine, as it was just a pretence to fool only her. But if she was telling the truth and that child was still alive now, she couldn’t stand by and watch as calamity befell that child, could she?

Yu Tang felt a terrible headache coming on, so she could only instruct Wang Si, “Go and double check for me again.” Then she told Wang Si in detail about the appearance of her eldest aunt’s “cousin” as she remembered in her previous life.

Wang Si rubbed his head in puzzlement as he replied, “The Zeng family’s daughter-in-law looks exactly as per what Young Lady described! My investigations were very thorough, and I can confirm that she has no sons, only five daughters.”

He said it with conviction, so Yu Tang was compelled to believe him.

Yu Tang sighed internally.

She couldn’t find the person, so no matter the truthfulness of those words in her previous life, she couldn’t do anything about it, either!

Yu Tang ruminated over this with her heart pounding, feeling that a large part of her past life was related to the Pei Family and Pei Yan, who was in charge of the Pei Family back then, in ways she couldn’t explain.

She suddenly wanted to see Pei Yan very much.

But there was no apparent reason to do so, and it was almost the New Year’s, which was the busiest time of the year for Pei Yan, so she was too self-conscious to bother him.

Yu Tang thus continued to wait until the day she had to accompany her mother to send the New Year’s gifts to Grand Madam Pei.

In front of the main courtyard of Grand Madam Pei’s residence, there were several female relatives waiting to greet Grand Madam Pei, and they were all surprised to see Yu Tang and her mother. It was known that at this time of the year, not many families could enter the inner courtyard and that could wait for their turn to see Grand Madam Pei. Therefore those who could were familiar with each other. The Yu family had only grown closer to the Pei family in the last two years after Pei Yan assumed charge of the family. The Yu family’s female family members weren’t able to see Grand Madam Pei during last year’s New Year, but now were able to enter the house and send their greetings to Grand Madam Pei. They couldn’t help but re-evaluate the relationship between the Pei and the Yu family, surveying and sizing up the Yu family’s mother and daughter duo. All of the women smiled warmly in unison, neither appearing to be particularly welcoming nor making people feel left out as they spoke to the Yu family’s mother and daughter, introducing themselves and their respective origins.

Madam Chen cheerfully exchanged pleasantries with the crowd, without being servile or showing condescension, which caused Grand Madam Yi who was walking by to view her favourably and even complimented her in front of Grand Madam Pei, saying ”A daughter’s qualities is indeed reflective of her mother’s. Lady Yu is a modest and amiable person, and her mother has a similar nature. This mother and daughter duo is worth forming a friendship with.”

Grand Madam Pei chuckled as she moved forward her meeting with Yu Tang and her mother.

Madam Chen first expressed her appreciation for the gifts which Yu Tang brought home, before making her New Year’s greetings to Grand Madam Pei in advance. As for the list of gifts, they had given it to the steward of the Pei Residence when they entered the mansion.

Grand Madam Pei smiled as she examined Madam Chen. She was dressed very ordinarily, but her appearance was strikingly beautiful and elegant. Yu Tang appeared to be more lively and bore little resemblance to her; she probably resembled Scholar Yu more.

She inwardly nodded her head in approval and praised Yu Tang’s conduct during the period she stayed over. She then invited Madam Chen to come over to join in the spring banquet on the fifth day of the lunar month, saying ”It’s only an informal gathering of a few madams of various households whom we have frequent interactions with. Feel free to bring Lady Yu along. She has made a significant contribution this trip.” She then related more about the affairs involving Bitter nunnery.

Although Madam Chen had heard from Yu Tang about this, but if this matter was praised by Grand Madam Pei, it would give Yu Tang a good reputation and no matter if she marries or does anything else in the future, it would be largely beneficial.

Madam Chen was overjoyed, and hurriedly agreed, fearing that Grand Madam Pei would reverse her decision.

There were far too many people who had requests of Grand Madam Pei, thus she liked Madam Chen and Yu Tang’s style, where they stated their requests clearly and showed their happiness without reservations, which perfectly suited Grand Madam Pei’s temperament.

After visiting the Pei Residence, the New Year’s was fast approaching and the festive atmosphere could be felt. The Yu family was kept busy every day, but it was a joyful bustle – this year not only was the entire family safe and sound but Yu Yuan got married and his wife was also pregnant. The business in the store was gradually getting better and better. They bought a rice field, and their investment at Jiangchao’s side had no bad news, which was good news too.

When they were having the New Year’s reunion dinner, Yu Bo personally filled the wine cups of the family and said emotionally, “Our Yu family has had a favourable year.”

Eldest aunt wanted to speak up but hesitated.

It would be even better had Yu Tang’s marriage been finalized.

However, nothing was perfect in this world. Their family was already successful like this, so perhaps there would be something better for them in the coming year.

She smiled and raised her cup as well, saying, “Next year will get better and better.”

Everyone smiled and agreed.

Madam Chen was delighted and drank half a cup of wine.

Previously, she was worried about her daughter’s marriage, but after seeing Grand Madam Pei, her heart had settled down.

Her daughter was capable, so much so that even Grand Madam Pei thought highly of her. Therefore, even if she didn’t have a suitable marriage arranged yet, she would still be able to take care of herself and live a good life. Wasn’t this their dearest wish at first as parents?

In the blink of an eye, it was the Lantern Festival where Yu Tang, her brother and sister-in-law went out to enjoy the lantern illuminations.

The Pei family sent an invitation for her to come as a guest on the second day of the second month. The one who delivered the letter was third chief steward Hu Xing, who told Yu Wen, ”I heard that the Pei young ladies didn’t rest at all during the New Year’s, and invited various masters over to learn how to make incense. This year’s Lantern Festival banquet would feature incense made by the Pei young ladies. Various Madams, masters and ladies in the family all agreed that it smelt wonderful. I reckon Grand Madam most likely invited Lady Yu into the residence for this incense-making business. After all, this idea was proposed by Lady Yu, so she should be updated on the progress as well!”

Yu Wen was proud of her, but didn’t show it on his face as he humbly replied, “This is also Grand Madam Pei’s sign of affection. Please return and tell Grand Madam that my daughter would definitely visit at that time.”

Hu Xing left happily.

Madam Chen fretted and wanted Yu Tang to make new set of clothes again.

Yu Tang stopped her mother and said, “Grand Madam Pei is an open-minded person and not someone who attaches importance to these things. Moreover, Grand Madam Pei is a widow and it is not appropriate for her to wear anything too colourful.”

Only then did Madam Chen relent and send Yu Tang to the Pei residence on the second day of the second month.

Grand Madam Pei was waiting for her in the hall as well as Grand Madam Yi and an unfamiliar elderly woman, along with Second Madam and the other young ladies of the Pei family, which made it very lively.

Yu Tang hurriedly went forward and bowed, only to realize that this elderly woman was the wife of Pei Yong of the fifth branch, the grandmother of fourth young lady.

Grand Madam Pei smiled and asked about how she spent the New Year’s and why didn’t she come over for a visit.

Madam Chen was afraid that Grand Madam Pei had to entertain many guests and that their coming over would tire Grand Madam Pei out, so she kept to the normal decorum and only dropped off a token on the morning of the first day of the Lunar New Year, as a way of greeting Grand Madam Pei.

Yu Tang answered her questions accordingly.

The Pei family’s young ladies chatted amongst themselves. One said “Sister Yu, you are being too polite with us, we were looking forward to you coming over during the New Year’s, but you never came”. Another said “I told you that we needed to send someone to Sister Yu’s home to invite her, but you all said no, and as a result, we didn’t meet Sister Yu until today”. There was a lot of chatter in the room.

Grand Madam Yong frowned and said to Grand Madam Pei, “Even if you spoil the young ones, look, what has become of them?” Her tone of voice felt a little stern.

All the young ladies quietened down at once.

Grand Madam Pei smiled nonchalantly and said, “If the children can’t be noisy then when they become adults how would they ever get a chance to? Just let them be.”

Grand Madam Yong remained silent.

Everyone breathed out a sigh of relief.

Thereafter, Grand Madam Pei broached the subject of incense-making with Yu Tang, saying “Second lady and third lady tried making it several times, and finally made one before the Lantern Festival, and it smells nice too. I’ve sent someone to the steward to check out how we should sell the incense. This time I called you over was to speak with about this. We are going to make another trip to the Bitter Nunnery in the next two days to see if the masters and residents of Bitter Nunnery can make this incense.”

Yu Tang understood her intention and smiled, saying “Just let me know when you’re going, and I’ll accompany you to the Bitter Nunnery then.” As for her mother and Eldest aunt wanting to help, she felt that it was not an appropriate time to bring it up. It would be better to wait for the Bitter Nunnery matter to be finalized and then for them to help, lest anyone misunderstand that their Yu family members wanted to claim this credit.

They then arranged to go over on the fourth day of the second month, stay there for a night, and come back the next day.

Yu Tang thought it was a good idea. She would then wander around the Bitter Nunnery privately to see who else she knew of in her previous life.

After that she was called by the Pei family’s young ladies to observe the incense making.

Grinding powder, mixing the ingredients, solidification …… She saw the entire process. Yu Tang was excited and ready to bring a few incense sticks back to her mother and Eldest aunt to try, and see if they liked the fragrance.

Upon seeing this, Third Lady proudly told her, “We also made the some loose incense and block incense. Sister Yu can also bring a few home and try them.”

Yu Tang responded with a smile, but as soon as the girls turned around, they saw Chen Daniang walking briskly past them with a grave expression.

“What’s going on?” Fifth Young Miss asked in confusion.

Chen Daniang was a senior attendant serving Grand Madam Pei and had always conducted herself with composure and was never seen acting like this before.

Second Young Miss, however, turned white and hesitated for a long while without speaking.

Third Young Miss, being her real sister sharing the same blood, quickly understood the reason for Second Young Lady’s uneasiness and hesitantly stated, “It can’t be the Yang family …….”

Other than Second Young Lady’s marriage, none of them could think of anything else that would cause Chen Daniang to lose her cool like this.

Fourth Young Lady and Yu Tang had their hearts in their throats as well.

Fifth Young Lady promptly said, “I’ll have someone ask.”

Yu Tang knew that she should take her leave, but she was much more concerned about Second Young Lady’s emotions, so she joined the ladies in waiting for Ah Shan to return with a reply.

Meanwhile, the atmosphere grew very tense.

Fortunately, Ah Shan returned quickly.

She looked flustered, and before she could stand still and catch her breath, she quickly gasped out, “Things are not good, not good. It’s the Yang family, saying that they want to arrange the marriage for Lady Gu …….”

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Delicate Flower – Chapter 184

Chapter 184 – Busy

The feeling of returning home was extremely different from staying outside. The food at the Pei’s residence was much better than in the Yu’s, but no matter where Yu Tang ate at the Pei’s residence, even if she was alone, she would still feel a little self-conscious. However, in her own home, even if she were to live with Eldest Uncle and Aunt and had to behave appropriately by keeping silent at mealtimes, speaking softly before bedtime and going to sleep when it was time, she would still feel comfortable and relaxed. However, in the Pei family, where she had a luxurious black lacquered four poster bed, she would still be tossing and turning every night, and it took a long time for her to fall asleep. However, when she was lying on her own bed covered with a plain gauze net and smelled the light and warm smell of her sun-dried bedding, she fell asleep immediately, and even slept until mid-afternoon the next day.

When Yu Tang opened her eyes, she happened to hear Shuang Tao speaking to Old Auntie Chen: “…… That persimmon cake, it’s really delicious, not bitter at all, sweet and silky, it’s the first time I’ve eaten persimmon cakes that were so good. According to Liu Shu, the white frost was caused by condensation due to sun exposure, as it was speedily transported by horseback from Fujian. Young Miss likes to eat them, and this time when Young Miss returned from the Pei Family, they sent us two small baskets of persimmon cakes. Speaking of which, the Pei family’s maids are really capable. Like Liu Shu who was assigned to serve us, it was said that in the Pei family, she was only a second-tier servant, not at all outstanding, but she was very attentive and meticulous in her work. Just like with this sending of persimmon cakes, I heard that it was her who told Chen Daniang. When I first arrived, I thought that such details were too trivial, but after interacting with Liu Shu, I’m quite grateful to Young Miss for letting me follow her and learning more about rules and decorum.”

Such things shouldn’t be disclosed so casually, right?

Wasn’t this exposing your own shortcomings to everyone?

Yu Tang rolled over and there was a slight rustling sound in the room. Shuang Tao immediately stopped the conversation and whispered to Old Auntie Chen, “It should be Young Miss waking up, I’ll go have a look. You can leave these pastries here first, I’ll come over and tidy up after I’ve checked on Young Miss.”

If it was in the past, Shuang Tao might not have paid attention to Yu Tang’s movements, and even if she did, she wouldn’t be so proactive as to come over and check if she had any requests.

Evidently, after Shuang Tao followed her along to the Pei Residence, there had been some improvement.

Yu Tang pursed her lips in a smile, and was attended to by Shuang Tao as she freshened up.

Madam Chen came over.

She was holding a red lacquered box and her expression was a little tense when she saw Yu Tang. “Ah Tang, did you look at the Pei family’s gift list beforehand? I was checking the things sent over and I found this box.” Saying that, she opened the box.

Flashes of golden light burst forth, almost blinding one’s eye.

“It’s all gold jewelry.” Madam Chen was distressed as she continued, “Your father and I roughly estimated that there must be at least 1.5kg worth of gold. This, this is far too expensive! Why did you accept it without question?”

Yu Tang was also stunned and stood up to receive the box, carefully inspecting it, “I really don’t know. At the time, the Pei family’s gift list was placed inside an envelope, and it wasn’t until after I went to send my regards to Grand Madam Pei that the steward gave it to me. How could I be so thick-skinned as to open it and look at what was written on that gift list in front of the Pei family’s people? I was also rushing to return home. I thought that I could just receive them first and return their kindness with suitable gifts later, therefore I didn’t open the gift list to check.”

The box of gold jewelry included a full set of headwear. In addition to the centerpiece, hairpins and so on, even the side pieces were all gold. Not mentioning the others, just the pair of side headpieces, were the size of wine cups, made in a peony flower style. They were intricately made, petals as thin as paper, with each petal different from the other. The technique was highly skillful, and it was not something that could be crafted using ordinary gold.

This was not about how much gold was used, but rather how much silver it took to make.

No wonder her mother felt uneasy.

She was greatly perturbed too.

“What did father say?” It was impossible for her mother not to consult her father about such a major issue.

Madam Chen replied helplessly, “What did you expect your father to say? He’ll just say something like, ‘We’ll just repay them in the future’, but what can our family do to reciprocate the Pei family’s gift? Anyway, I told your father that in a few days I’m going to take you with me to greet Grand Madam Pei, so what gifts to send over, we’ll just let your father wreck his head thinking about it.”

Yu Tang smiled mischievously, imagining her father scratching his head and not knowing what to do.

Madam Chen took the box and said, “I’ll store it for you. Such precious items have to be safely kept as part of your dowry.” After speaking, Madam Chen exclaimed, “Dear Me! Look at my memory! Your cousin sent someone early this morning to check if you were up, saying that he had something important. He then asked me to inform him once you were awake – I had totally forgotten about it. I’ll send someone to inform your cousin now, and have your Eldest uncle, aunt and your sister-in-law to come over for dinner; it’s rare that you’re at home, and it’s almost the New Year’s, so there’s no need to be so strict about family lines.”

Yu Tang nodded in agreement.

She also had something to ask her eldest aunt.

The husband of Eldest Aunt’s older female cousin seemed to be surnamed Zeng, and she had a mole at the corner of her mouth. She asked several people at the Bitter Nunnery, but no one knew about this woman.
Additionally, when she mentioned about visiting Bitter Nunnery yesterday, her eldest aunt did not say that she had a cousin living there.

Could it be that her memory was wrong?

The older cousin had once mentioned that she was chased out by her husband’s family because her son had lost his footing and drowned. If she still hasn’t entered the Bitter Nunnery yet, would it mean that there was still time for her son to be saved?

Yu Tang got a little anxious.

Thankfully, Eldest Aunt came early.

She left Lady Xiang to her mother, who accompanied her for a chat, and quickly pulled Eldest Aunt to the side to inquire about Madam Zeng’s affairs.

Eldest Aunt looked bewildered and replied, ”I do have a cousin who married the Zeng family, but she died in childbirth more than ten years ago. It’s impossible for her to be a nun at the Bitter Nunnery! Are you sure? Also, I shouldn’t have mentioned my cousin’s affairs to you. If you didn’t bring it up, I wouldn’t have remembered much about this matter too.”

Yu Tang was greatly perplexed.

She asked, “Then what is the surname of your cousin who married into the Zeng family?”

“Surnamed Zhang.” Madam Wang replied, “I only have this one cousin.”

Yu Tang prodded, “Then is it possible that any of the Zeng family members, who didn’t want people to pay attention to their affairs, speak vaguely to me, saying that she was your cousin?”

“That’s possible.” Eldest Aunt thought for a moment before replying, “If that’s really the case, then I’d better send someone to check, perhaps something really happened? It’s better to help if we can.”

Yu Tang nodded her head, and her eldest aunt then asked her about the Bitter Nunnery, “According to you, the Pei family’s women decided to help the residents of Bitter Nunnery support themselves? I think this is really a wonderful idea. If there’s anything you need me or your mother to do, just say the word. Unwedded girls like you perhaps wouldn’t know just how many women suffered after getting married, and were kicked out and basically have no way of surviving afterwards. If this matter at the Bitter nunnery is done, it would be immensely helpful to many women. “

“Without the Pei family’s support, how could I possibly accomplish such a thing?” Yu Tang replied humbly to Eldest Aunt, but in her heart, she was overcome with anxiety about the son of the woman from the Zeng family and urged Eldest Aunt to send someone quickly to the Zeng Family.

Eldest Aunt called Wang Si in.

Yu Tang was surprised.

Eldest Aunt smiled and remarked ”During the time you were gone, Wang Si was a great help. Your Eldest uncle even accepted him as an apprentice!”

This way, he would become a member of the Yu family.

Yu Tang looked at Wang Si, who was quick on his hands and feet, and his eyes shone with intelligence. He was no longer the same person as when he arrived.

Perhaps it would be good to keep him in the Yu family.

The Yu family was too limited in terms of manpower.

Yu Tang smiled and greeted him.

He respectfully bowed to Yu Tang and left to do as instructed.

A little while later, Yu Yuan rushed over.

He wanted to discuss the lacquer store’s business, saying ”The drawings done by Gentleman Zhang were very popular, it’s only been a few days, and we have sold these designs for almost thirty taels of silver. I was thinking it’s better if you were to visit the Zhang family over the next few days, as it was you who had arranged this with Gentleman Zhang’s wife. If you were able to convince Gentleman Zhang to give us a few more paintings, that would be great.”

What else could Yu Tang do? She could only agree to do it. However, she too entrusted Yu Yuan with one task, to make a suitable red lacquered box for the Pei family’s second young lady, as she would be giving it to to her to add to the dowry. Yu Tang spoke, “Think about it, the Pei and the Yang family are tying the knot, when the dowry is laid out in the sun, there would definitely be plenty of people observing the ceremony, and if our lacquerware can make those people look at us in a favorable light, it will definitely bring business for our family’s store.” Yu Yuan was very much in agreement, and he also believed that no matter what kind of opportunity, as long as there was one, then they should seize it.

He said, “You can leave this matter to me. I’ll make a few and you can pick one when the time comes, one that Second Young Lady Pei would like.” Thereafter, he spoke about their countryside’s fields and the sea buckthorns: “Thanks to Wang Si’s meticulous care, the trees are doing well, and they’ll definitely grow nicely next year, so we can continue to gather some more saplings to plant. As it involves further planting of seedlings, we should ask second uncle to decide when the time comes.”

The siblings talked for a long time about various matters, and Yu Bo also returned from the store.

Both of them went to the hall together, and the whole family ate a sumptuous reunion dinner. Over the next few days, Yu Tang was so busy that she didn’t have time to rest. She first went over to Gentleman Zhang’s residence to see Little Zhang Qing, and politely asked if Gentleman Zhang would continue to paint a few more for their family. Ma Xiuniang refused her request some difficulty. Yutang was mentally prepared to face rejection, so although she was a little disappointed, she accepted the decision. After that, she went to the countryside to take a look at the sea buckthorn trees and saw that they were growing very well as reported by her older cousin, Wang Si and the other helpers contributed greatly. Yu Tang rewarded them with a few silvers, and as for Wang Si, she rewarded him after he came back, and of course, as compared to the others, Yu Tang rewarded him with a few more silver.

He took the silver and thanked her repeatedly, before sharing information about the matter he was entrusted with, “Eldest Aunt’s female cousin has an aunt, about the same size as her, and married someone in the same village. Just like what you have described, she has a mole at the corner of her mouth, but she gave birth to five girls after marriage, and she doesn’t have a son. She is still living with her husband and his family. I don’t know if it is the same one you were inquiring about.”

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Delicate Flower – Chapter 183

Chapter 183 – Reluctance

While Gu Xi was packing her things, the Pei young ladies were all clamouring to have a farewell party for her, and it seemed like they didn’t realise the meaning of Grand Madam Pei’s euphemistic request for her to return home early. This made Gu Xi feel much better inside, and she didn’t feel so humiliated anymore. However, a farewell party… she didn’t have the audacity to have one, pretending that she was oblivious to the situation and carry on eating and enjoying with the Pei family’s young ladies.

On the contrary, Yu Tang was not interested in putting on a pretence in front of Gu Xi. She understood what Grand Madam Pei meant and didn’t even say anything courteous to Gu Xi.

Gu Xi couldn’t help but secretly speculate if Yu Tang knew something.

In any case, she had to leave, but she was still reluctant, thinking that she should visit Grand Madam Pei alone to say her goodbyes. It would be best if she could sound out Grand Madam Pei and find out why she had urged her to return home; if she didn’t have the opportunity to do so, she could still have a chat with Grand Madam Pei alone – no matter which family she married into as the main wife, it was impossible not to have interactions with the Pei Family in future. Furthermore, during her time with the Pei family, she was able to get along well with the Pei family’s young ladies, and they were simple and kind-hearted ladies worth socializing with.

Thinking of this, she couldn’t help but be reminded of second young lady’s marriage.

The Yang family had once caught their Gu family’s attention, but the only girls in their Gu family who were of a compatible age with Gentleman Yang were a few concubine-born ladies of the outer estate, so naturally, the notion of marriage was not even mentioned. Her stepmother even lamented over the large age gap between her half-sisters and Gentleman Yang. Gentleman Yang, being the eldest son, would be unlikely to want a wife who was much younger than him.

Third young lady’s arranged marriage was also good.

Although it was an arranged marriage between cousins, but Third Miss mother’s maiden family was a proper scholar’s family, producing generations of officials and bureaucrats, and in every one or two generations they would produce an imperial scholar. Currently in this generation, the most prominent official was serving as Governor of Jiangxi Province, who was the uncle of Third Young Lady’s cousin. If Third Young Lady’s cousin was a studious one, with the help of the two families, his career path would definitely be smooth-sailing.

This was how powerful a family’s heritage was.

It’s only that her father was useless. If he continues to listen to her stepmother and suppress his concubine-born brothers like this, even if she had her elder brother’s support, it wouldn’t last long either.

Gu Xi sighed long and hard.

Hexiang came in looking slightly flustered and whispered in her ear, “Young Miss, Eldest Madam, that is, the Pei family’s First Madam sent a maid over, saying that she heard that you’re going back to Hangzhou, and thus sent over two pots of golden-thread orchids as farewell gifts.”

Gu Xi debated for a while.

She did not want to tread into the murky waters of the Pei Family. So for Eldest Madam… She was a little regretful of the time that she made a special trip to befriend Eldest Madam. She had only wanted to show Grand Madam Pei and Pei Yan her social skills, but now she had given Eldest Madam an excuse to get close to her.

Obviously she knew she shouldn’t accept them, but the fact that Eldest Madam had someone deliver orchids suddenly made her secretly pleased.

Weren’t you all thinking that I have lived in your home for far too long and overstayed my welcome? Very well then, I’ll do exactly as you think I’ll do, and ignore all propriety and conduct befitting a guest.

Moreover, the Yang family wasn’t one to be underestimated.

Although they were somewhat weaker from before, this generation has produced three officials serving in the capital, and they would prosper for at least another twenty years, so why should she push the Yang family away? (TL: Eldest Madam’s maiden family is the Yang Family)

Gu Xi smiled, ”Ask the maid to come in and reward her with some broken silver. Tell her that I’ve accepted the flowers and thank Eldest Madam for her concern. Should Eldest Madam ever visit Hangzhou, she should definitely pay us a visit. My family’s madam is also a hospitable person, she would certainly receive her warmly.”

Her stepmother’s dowry included a wine brewery, and ever since she married into the family, she was particularly fond of using the wine produced by the brewery to entertain guests, which was also a great way to promote it. She used to be greatly annoyed by this, but now she felt that her stepmother was fine this way.

Hexiang led Eldest Madam’s maid in.

Meanwhile. Grand Madam Pei was chatting with Grand Madam Yi, “I originally thought that as a lady of a well-bred family, she should be discerning, acting with grace and tact with a clear idea of what’s appropriate and what’s not. Indeed, she is discerning but her temperament… Therefore, a person’s character doesn’t always reflect their upbringing. A woman’s most valuable skill is to know when to show her intelligence and when to feign ignorance.”

In the past, Grand Madam Yi possessed a strong, bold and fearless streak, and it was only in these ten or twenty years tending to the worsening health of Grand Elder Yi, that she got older and became more tolerant towards others, and her temper got better. She smiled at her remarks and said, ”Then why are you still driving her away like this? That girl was so ashamed and angry. I’m afraid that she would bear a grudge against our family and create trouble for the juniors needlessly.”

Grand Madam Pei scoffed lightly in disbelief and added, “The girls of our family are not flowers kept in a greenhouse that can only be admired with no practical use. If they can’t even handle such petty tricks, how will they be able to deal with their older and more experienced sisters and aunts-in-law?”

Grand Madam Yi chuckled and commented, “I feel that the girl is not bad. Perhaps she was not taught by someone who understands, but she’s is quite a clever one.”

Perhaps Grand Madam Pei wasn’t fond of GuXi or the Gu Family, as she remarked, “There aren’t many girls who grew up with stepmothers who turn out to be good. Look at the Yu family’s girl, she is honest, disciplined, and doesn’t pretend to be smarter than she is. I think she’s pretty good. If you don’t have the ability to accomplish it, then you shouldn’t overstretch yourself.”

“Dear me!” Grand Madam Yi laughed as she shook her head, “What has you riled up again? For you to vent your anger on another family’s young girl.” After speaking, she pointed in the direction of the greenhouse, “Or is it that matter?”

Grand Madam Pei instantly grimaced and replied, “Tell me, what have I done to deserve this? When he was alive, he didn’t listen to me and insisted on marrying the Yang family. Now he’s gone and has left me with such a huge mess. That old man of mine is the same. He didn’t know how to handle the situation, so he dumped it on my Third son. But what could my third son do? On one side was his widowed sister-in-law, and on the other side was his fatherless nephew. Whichever way he chose, it would be wrong! The way I see it, I’d only say that my oldest is unfilial, or that he’s just like that old man of mine, who, when he’s done something wrong and has no way to deal with it, simply shrugs it off and lets someone else clean up after him. My third is the most pitiful of all. His character follows mine, wanting the family to live well, and thus suffering the losses himself……….”

Grand Madam Yi couldn’t hold back her chuckle, and said, “Are you pitying your third son? Or are you praising yourself?”

Grand Madam Pei thought for a while before laughing too.

The depressed mood in the room was swept away and became cheerful.

Grand Madam Pei and Grand Madam Yi had to discuss second young lady’s marriage with the Yang family, so Gu Xi didn’t have a chance to say her goodbyes to Grand Madam Pei separately.

The marriage between second young miss and the Yang family was quickly finalised. Second young lady was the niece of the third branch. Therefore, even though she was unmarried, she only needed to observe mourning for nine months. The other young ladies have only continued to dress in plain clothing in honour of the deceased Grand Elder Pei. The Yang family also had the same intention, thinking that their two families should finalise the marriage first and thus only invited close relatives to observe the ceremony. Once the patriarch and members of his house came out of mourning, then they would formally host the marriage and welcome second young lady into the family.

Grand Madam Pei felt that there was no need to go to that extent, and it would be enough if they remembered Grand Elder Pei’s guidance and counsel. However, Grand Madam Yi was adamant on this, and felt that the Yang family’s wishes was in line with her thinking, and sent someone to inform second young lady’s parents, and the matter was settled.

By this time, Gu Xi had already been escorted back to Hangzhou City by the Pei family’s attendants, and Yu Tang surmised that it was about time for her to head home too.

She went to Grand Madam Pei to say her goodbyes.

Grand Madam Pei didn’t keep her, but loaded two mule carts full of damasks, silks, herbs, dried goods, food and various snacks. The Pei family’s young ladies even pulled her hand, unwilling to part with her, saying “When the time arrives, you must come for the New Year’s greetings to both Grand Madams!”

Yu Tang didn’t know if it was appropriate to enter their residence at that time, but if there was an opportunity, she still wanted to offer New Year’s greetings to the two Grand Madams.

She nodded her head repeatedly and said many reluctant parting words to the Pei family’s young ladies before she got on the Pei family’s sedan chair and headed back to the Yu family.

She had two mule carts overflowing with gifts.

As soon as Yu Tang entered Qingzhu Lane, she was encircled by her neighbours. One asked Yu Tang where she had gone, another asked where the things on the mule carts came from. Yutang had no intention of disclosing her relationship with the Pei family, so she responded vaguely. It was only when Old Auntie Chen, who had been keeping an eye on when Yutang would be back, heard the commotion and dispersed the crowd that Yutang was able to enter their family’s gate without any problems.

Madam Chen immediately embraced Yu Tang before she could even speak, tearing falling as she spoke “My child, let me take a good look, during the half of the month you were gone, mother hasn’t slept a wink. How have you been living in the Pei family? Are the Pei family’s young ladies easy to get along with? Did they give you a hard time?”

Before she could continue, she was interrupted by Yu Wen, who was also waiting beside her, ”What are you saying? Can’t you see that Ah Tang looks a lot better than when she left? She even brought back two carts full of stuff, it’s obvious that Grand Madam Pei likes her too. Am I right? Ah Tang!”

Although he said that, Yu Wen’s anxious tone of voice and careful gaze as he examined her revealed his concern and worry.

Yu Tang replied “yes” and her tears fell as she saw her mother’s tear-streaked face, “I’m well. The entire Pei family has treated me very well, and I even went to the Bitter Nunnery with them. I’m having so much fun that I almost don’t want to return home.”

“This child!” Eldest aunt and Lady Xiang, who had originally stood beneath the canopy of the house watching the family reunion had already walked over. Eldest aunt chuckled as she gently patted Yu Tang’s shoulder, and whispered, “It’s good to have you back, it’s really good to have you back. Ever since the day before yesterday, when your mother learned that you would be returning today, she talked about you incessantly, bought meat and fish, and made plenty of your favourite snacks. We too enjoyed her handiwork, and received half a basket full of food.”

Yu Tang laughed with teardrops that were still clinging to the corners of her eyes.

Lady Xiang then pulled out her own handkerchief and handed it to her, smiling, “It’s good to have you back. You made it just in time to start preparations to have the New Year’s dinner together.”

Yu Tang nodded her head repeatedly and noticed that Lady Xiang’s belly was quite big.

“Wow!” She looked at Lady Xiang with both awe and envy, “With such a big belly, have you asked a midwife to examine you ahead of time? Do you want to arrange for a suitable midwife in advance?”

“You!” Eldest Aunt looked at Yu Tang affectionately and laughed, “No wonder your mother thinks of you every single day without fail. You’re just so sweet. You haven’t even settled down yourself, but you’re already concerned about your sister-in-law. Eldest Aunt haven’t loved you in vain.” 

Yu Tang lowered her head in embarrassment.

Eldest Aunt and her mother were both experienced people, so she needn’t have asked about such things.

However the family all laughed, even Eldest uncle, who had always been a little reserved in front of Yu Tang, did not hide the joy in his heart and laughed heartily along with the crowd.

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Family reunion~~ \o/

Delicate Flower – Chapter 182

Chapter 182 – Eliminated

They stopped their conversation and waited smilingly for Gu Xi to enter.

Gu Xi wore a dual blue and green woollen vest, her jet-black hair was casually put up in a bun with a gilded pearl hairpin. Her cheeks were white with a reddish hue and her eyes were shining brightly, looking to be in the pink of health.

Grand Madam Pei nodded her head and chuckled, “It looks like your health has improved greatly!”

Gu Xi smiled and bowed to Grand Madam Pei and Grand Madam Yi, saying, “Thanks to both Grand Madams’ blessings, I’ve recovered well.”

Grand Madam Yi was also relieved, remarking “That’s good”, and invited Gu Xi to sit down and talk, saying, “You can’t afford to be careless even though you’ve recovered. You should recuperate for a couple more days.”

Gu Xi thanked Grand Madam Yi and sat down beside Yu Tang, just as Second Madam arrived with Second young Miss and the others.

The room was instantly abuzz with activity.

When Fourth Miss saw Second Madam and Fifth Miss gathering in front of Grand Madam Pei for a chat, she quietly beckoned Yu Tang to come over.

Yu Tang looked around and saw that Gu Xi, Second Miss and Third Miss were also at Grand Madam Pei’s side, listening to the conversation between Second Madam and Fifth Miss. She then quietly walked over and whispered to Fourth Miss, “What’s the matter?”

Fourth Miss then whispered to her gleefully, “The marriage between Second Sister and Gentleman Yang is finalised – the Yang family will send someone to discuss the betrothal with our family tomorrow!”

That smug little look of hers was so cute that Yu Tang wanted to pinch her cheeks.

“You’re really well-informed!” She went along with Fourth Miss’s words.

Fourth Miss was very pleased with herself. She raised her chin and said, “I heard Second Sister and Third Sister whispering about this yesterday.”

Yu Tang bit her lips and held in a smile.

Fourth young miss continued, “Actually, it’s not second sister who has a crush on Gentleman Yang, it’s third uncle who has his eye on Gentleman Yang!”

Pei Yan actually managed such matters?

How would he know if Gentleman Yang and Second Miss were suitable for each other?

Yu Tang couldn’t help but raise an eyebrow.

Fourth young miss thought that she didn’t believe it and hurriedly added, “It’s true! Gentleman Yang knew that Third Uncle was also at Bitter Nunnery, so he went to see Third Uncle first. Third Uncle spoke to him for half of an hour. Later, Third Uncle’s Grand Aunt sent someone to ask Third Uncle about Gentleman Yang, and Third Uncle said he was fairly well educated and knowledgeable, so Second Sister agreed.”

This, wasn’t this a little too reckless?

Back then, Li Duan was also very good in his studies but he turned out to be a scumbag!

Yu Tang inwardly sweat-dropped and furtively look towards Second Miss.

Second Miss was speaking with Grand Madam Pei and Yu Tang caught a few bits and pieces, “Don’t worry, I’ll definitely help Third Sister in making the incense.” After saying that, she also pulled Gu Xi in, saying “If you can’t trust me, isn’t there still Sister Gu? When the time comes, along with Sister Gu’s help, there is nothing to be worried about.”

Grand Madam Pei laughed and remarked, “It’s about to be the New Year’s, how could Sister Gu always stay with us? You know that your father and mother treasure you in the palm of their hands and are always thinking of you. Don’t you think that sister Gu’s parents would miss her too?”

The room grew quiet.

Grand Madam Pei had never brought up the subject of Gu Xi returning home to spend the New Year’s.

This was the first they’ve heard of it.

Gu Xi’s face was burning hot, feeling as though Grand Madam Pei was driving her away, causing her to feel ashamed and upset, but she couldn’t say a word.

She stood there at a loss for words and stammered, “I, I’m also preparing to head back in the next two days, I’m afraid I can’t do much to help Second Young Miss……”

Second young miss also felt embarrassed and quickly held Gu Xi’s arm and apologised, “Dear me, I forgot about the New Year’s celebrations. Sister Gu felt like a real sister to us living in our home. It would be nice if you could come over more often in the future.”

Gu Xi couldn’t help but look towards Grand Madam Pei.

Grand Madam Pei’s smile turned kinder as she agreed, “It’s fortunate that all of you sisters can get along and have fun together. If Lady Gu is free, please come and visit. The girls are all fond of lively occasions and will definitely welcome Lady Gu.”

“That’s right, that’s right.” Second young miss re-iterated.

Gu Xi, however, barely managed to control her expression and did not reveal her shock or disappointment.

Previously, when she wanted to establish seniority with Yu Tang, a single word from Grand Madam Pei turned their relationship into “Lady Gu” and “Lady Yu”. Now, Grand Madam Pei took the initiative and allowed the Pei young ladies to call her sister. If it were an ordinary person, they probably would have thought that they had impressed Grand Madam Pei, and she was showing her affection. However, she was not just any ordinary person, she grew up in a complex household like the Gu family. There are things that do not require others to directly point it out in order to see the implications – on the surface, it seems that she is close to the Pei family. But implicitly, Grand Madam Pei showed that there was a generational gap between her and Pei Yan.

Was she already eliminated by Grand Madam Pei after Pei Yan rejected her?

But why?

What had she done wrong?

That made both mother and son dislike her?

Gu Xi couldn’t figure it out, but her face instantly turned white as a sheet of paper.

Second young miss couldn’t help but ask worriedly, ”Sister Gu, you, what’s wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?”

Gu Xi shook her head and forced herself to smile as she warmly said, “I’m fine!”

Second Young Miss looked at her face and hesitated, “But your face ……”

Gu Xi knew that she hadn’t managed to remain completely unaffected, so she quickly replied, “Do I look listless? Perhaps I was too tired yesterday.”

Although second young lady was sceptical, but she was good friends with Gu Xi, so naturally she wouldn’t make things difficult for her on this kind of occasion. She smiled and changed the topic, teasing third young lady, saying ”Yesterday, third young sister made so much noise that I hardly slept all night. She wrote half a day’s worth of words on her desk in the middle of the night, and I have no idea what she wrote. When I asked her, she only said that she wanted to write down the process of making incense first, so that she could verify it against the books at home. I think she’s not confident about it. Sister Gu, when are you going back? I want to take advantage of the fact that you’re still in our house these few days, and ask for your help in making some Buddhist incense for Third Sister and I beforehand, what do you think?”

Gu Xi didn’t want to help Yu Tang at all.

In her opinion, even if the Pei family didn’t broadcast Yu Tang’s merits in this, in the minds of the Pei family’s ladies, the matter involving Bitter Nunnery was all Yu Tang’s work. For her to do anything related to Bitter Nunnery, it would be akin to adding more credit to Yu Tang.

“I’m going back in the next two days,” she politely refused, “I’m afraid I won’t have the time to make it. Besides, I’ve seen Lady Yu’s incense recipe, it requires a lot of ingredients, and it’s difficult to gather all these in a short period of time ……”

Second and third young misses both revealed looks of disappointment.

Yu Tang, however, felt that it would be fine with or without Gu Xi.

Making Buddhist incense or anything like that was a fun thing for young girls to do, but to actually sell it and earn a profit was not an easy feat. Just controlling the cost of the item was not something they could do. If, as Grand Madam Pei said, the nuns and residents of the Bitter Nunnery would only be responsible for making the incense, then sales of the Buddhist incense would require an experienced shopkeeper to manage it.

She just stood at the side silently.

Grand Madam Pei and Grand Madam Yi, however, looked at each other, then Grand Madam Pei smiled and said to second and third young ladies, ”There is no rush. I’ve already sent someone to talk to your third uncle, who said that this is a wonderful thing to do and that he’ll find a way to help you. You also know that your third uncle is a man of his word. Since he promised, he would definitely make arrangements. You only need to follow Lady Yu’s incense recipe and make it. If you can make it, it’ll be good, but if you can’t, it’s only a small loss in front of your third uncle, so you don’t need to be overly concerned about it.”

Being embarrassed in public is already a difficult thing for people to handle!

Yu Tang thought exasperatedly.

Fifth young lady called out, “Grandmother, you just said that you would leave the incense making to us, so why did you change your mind so quickly?” At this, she went up and took hold of the hands of second and third young misses, and said with conviction, “We stand firm by our words and will definitely create a pleasant-smelling, one-of-a-kind Buddhist incense.”

Grand Madam Pei, Grand Madam Yi and Second Madam all laughed heartily, and Grand Madam Yi even coddled them by saying, “Good, very good. You are all fine children with great ambition. If you can really make a unique, pleasant-smelling Buddhist incense, I’ll reward each of you with a bag of silver ingots for all your hard work.”

“Yes!” Fourth Miss cried out joyfully, as if the bag of silver ingots had already fallen into her hands without a doubt.

Everyone was entertained by her and laughed again.

Gu Xi, who was silent all this time, suddenly said, “Grand Madams, I won’t be participating in the incense making. I think I’ll pack my bags and return to Hangzhou City in the next two days. Counting the days, my brother should also have sent a letter asking me about my New Year’s plans. If I were to return late, my reply to my brother won’t be able to make it to the capital before the year ends.”

Entering into the 12th month, major post offices would be crowded with people, as everyone busied themselves with the New Year’s matters.

Grand Madam Pei smiled, “You have a point.” Then she asked Chen Daniang to get the calendar and said, “Tomorrow is not a good day to go out, the day after tomorrow… is a good day. It just so happens that we’re about to return to our residence as well. Then Chen Daniang should tell the stewards to arrange a boat and send Lady Gu back to Hangzhou City. As for us ……” Grand Madam Pei flipped through the calendar again and said, “We’ll return to the main residence in six days.”

Gu Xi’s heart felt like it was burnt to ashes.

Fifth young miss, however, exclaimed, “We’re going back to the main residence so soon? What about our Buddhist incense? Sister Gu is going home, and Sister Yu will be home soon too……”

Grand Madam Pei chuckled, “Lady Yu lives in Lin’an City, so if you want to ask Lady Yu about incense making, you can send someone to fetch Lady Yu, so what’s all the fuss about?”

Fifth Miss blushed and said, “Wasn’t I just thinking that Sister Yu will also be celebrating the New Year?”

Fourth Miss cleverly replied, “Third Uncle didn’t say that we need to have the Buddhist incense done by tomorrow, so we can take our time. I heard my mother’s attendant say that business is at its best after New Year’s, so we can wait until after the New Year’s.”

Third young lady countered, saying “Aunt’s dowry is a silk store. As spring begins, everyone would be making new clothes, of course it’s the best time for business. Buddhist incense, however, business is best before the fifteenth day, as everyone has to go to the temple to pray.”

The young ladies started arguing.

Grand Madam Pei didn’t know if she should cry or laugh as she quipped: “Dear me, you girls are all so hard-hearted, this incense has not yet been made, and already you are thinking about profits. If I let you all manage the store, all the shopkeepers would be forced to jump into the river!”

Several juniors giggled embarrassedly.

Yu Tang, however, mentally calculated that as they would be leaving the mountain in six days, so she should be able to go home after staying at the Pei’s Main Residence for another one or two more days at most.

She dearly missed her mother, father, brother and eldest aunt …… she even missed Old Auntie Chen, who wore an apron and cooked in the kitchen every day.

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I find it funny that Grand Madam Pei is ‘concerned’ about Lady Gu’s parents missing her yet isn’t bothered about Yutang’s family missing her. XD

Delicate Flower – Chapter 181

Chapter 181 – Tranquillity

Grand Madam Pei blinked, thinking that she had misread the situation, and stared at Yu Tang for several moments.

Yu Tang could only shake her head adamantly, signalling that she had no intention of taking the credit.

Grand Madam Pei raised an eyebrow.

As a woman, she could accomplish many things with a good reputation. You could even cross the status line and marry into a wealthy and prestigious family.

Did Yu Tang not understand? Or did she really prefer to live a quiet and tranquil life?

This was not the time for questions, not to mention that should Yu Tang change her mind, there was still a chance to remedy the situation. Grand Madam Pei did not force her to speak and instead spoke to the presiding master about the production and sale of Buddhist incense: “…… children think in simplistic terms. Since you make Buddhist incense, naturally, it should be sold in the name of the temple. However, many families create Buddhist incense in their homes. As long as the fragrance is good, it is possible to sell them in larger quantities. This should be a better investment for you.  After all, Bitter Nunnery is not that famous, and being a nunnery, it is not good to have too many people coming and going. I called you over to see how we might help. Do you prefer us to supply the materials for you to make the incense? Or do we give you the incense recipe and loan you a sum of silver, for you to make your own incense and sell it?”

Bitter Nunnery probably conducted many businesses that weren’t profitable, so the presiding master replied unthinkingly, “Naturally, it’s best if you could provide us with the materials, and we’ll help make the Buddhist incense. We don’t know anything about doing business. Besides, you are correct in saying we are a nunnery, and compared to a temple like Zhaoming Temple, where many people come and go, if something were to happen, our good reputation cultivated over the past twenty years would be ruined.”

Grand Madam Pei also wished for this kind of cooperation. She nodded slightly and replied, “Then we’ll agree on this for now. When I return to my residence, I’ll ask the family steward to come up with a specific plan.”

The presiding master of the Bitter nunnery naturally agreed.

Yu Tang felt that Grand Madam Pei was indeed worthy of having presided over the Pei Family as the patriarch’s wife for all these years. Grand Madam Pei instantly came up with this suggestion, which was much better than what she had in mind before.

Just as the matter was finalised, a steward arrived, asking when they would be leaving. The presiding master naturally didn’t dare to delay the Pei family’s trip. She hurriedly got up and arranged a time to meet with the two grand Madams, “I’ll come visit at your residence the day after tomorrow.”

Grand Madam Yi looked towards Grand Madam Pei, who considered the matter for a moment and replied, “I think it’s better to talk about this after the new year. We will be too busy before the New Year’s.”

Yu Tang wondered if they were going to finalise Second Young Lady’s marriage before the year.

She looked towards Second young lady, who was silently hiding behind Grand Madam Yi.

Yu Tang bit her lips in a smile, thinking that when the time came, she would have to prepare some wedding gifts in advance to give to Second Young Miss.

Preferably lacquerware.

It had to be lacquerware made by her family.

She remembered the paintings that Gentleman Zhang sent.

She then pondered if any of them were suitable for making a small box, which would be the best gift for second young lady to keep some jewellery, documents or something else.

Grand Madam Pei gave her instructions and the family servants immediately got to work, and in a quarter of an hour’s time, everything was packed up and loaded onto the mule carts that would be returning to the Pei other residence located halfway up the mountain.

The mule carts and horse carriages travelled for almost a day, and once the two grand Madams returned, they immediately retired to their respective residences and only ate a little congee for supper. In contrast, the juniors were all in high spirits, and after having dinner with Second Madam, they sat around and chatted for some time before dispersing.

Gu Xi was silent the entire time.

Once she returned to her place, and after freshening up with no more bystanders, He Xiang brought Gu Xi, who was sitting in front of the mirror, a cup of warm water, and said in hushed tones, “Miss, what’s wrong?”

Gu Xi did not speak for a long time.

She was baffled by Yu Tang’s behaviour.

After helping the Bitter Nunnery with a charitable deed, and it being a significant achievement, Yu Tang unexpectedly didn’t scramble to obtain credit, and even took the initiative to push it away. As for Grand Madam Pei, she took the credit just like that. Was her judgement wrong? Was Grand madam Pei someone who didn’t like ladies to be in the limelight? And did Yu Tang read Grand Madam Pei’s mind and take the right course of action, which resulted in her establishing herself in the Pei Family?

Nevertheless, she was already in Pei Yan’s bad books, so there should be no chance of a marriage forming between the Pei and the Gu families.

Thinking of this, Gu Xi’s chest felt like it was being heavily constricted, and she couldn’t catch her breath.

Pei Yan! Pei Xia Guang!

Just you wait……

It’s never too late for revenge.

One day, you’ll fall into my hands.

When that time comes, let’s see how I’ll deal with you!

Never before had Gu Xi been filled with such a strong desire for power and wealth as she did in this moment.

Her right hand tightly clenched into a fist and she hit the table with a bang.

Hexiang was startled and cried out “Young Miss!” sharply.

“I’m fine!” Gu Xi coldly stated, the anger in her chest slowly dissipating.

She instructed Hexiang, “Get ready, we’ll return home in the next two to three days.”

Hearing this, Hexiang said anxiously, “But we haven’t gotten Eldest Master’s reply yet!”

Should she send someone to monitor the Pei Family’s movements?

Gu Xi’s hand clenched tighter.

Previously, when she wrote the letter to Gu Chang, she hadn’t expected Pei Yan to respond so decisively and without showing any mercy. Now, it would seem that even if her brother received her letter, it wouldn’t change anything, and might even expose the Gu family’s intentions.

Thinking of this, Gu Xi’s heart stirred.

Everything has both good and bad sides.

Perhaps, her brother’s letter expressing his intention to form a marriage alliance with the Pei family would allow Pei Yan to re-examine this matter?

After all, her going to Pei Yan in person was not in accordance with etiquette and Pei Yan’s refusal was an act of a honourable gentleman.

Pei Yan’s flawless and handsome face popped up in Gu Xi’s mind and her heart instantly melted into a puddle of water, selectively forgetting Yu Tang and Pei Yan’s frigid words. She even thought, if she really married Pei Yan, would he still speak so coldly to her? Perhaps she could even bring this matter up as a joke, so that Pei Yan would know how she adored him from the heart, and thereby holding this husband firmly in her hand. That wouldn’t be a bad idea…

“Then we’ll wait until we receive a reply from my brother before we depart.” She made up her mind and added, “However, we should also slowly organise our things, and if there’s no mishaps, brother’s letter should be arriving soon.”

Hexiang responded and retreated, Gu Xi quickly blew out the lamp and went to sleep. However, early the next morning, she learned from the maid sent by the Pei mansion to serve her that the two Grand Madams had called Yu Tang to the main courtyard early in the morning to have a chat.

Gu Xi frowned. Half mockingly and half sarcastically she said to the Pei Family maid, Liu Ye, who was serving her, “You are really well-informed. As soon as there is a little movement on Grand Madam’s side, all of you will know about it.”

Liu Ye was so honest that she didn’t notice Gu Xi’s hidden message, and replied innocently, “We’re all Grand Madam’s people. If Grand Madam doesn’t want us to know about it, then Chen Daniang and Ji Daniang would definitely have a way to prevent us from knowing about it. So if we are able to know, we can definitely speak about it to others! Moreover, I heard from Sister Liu Shu who is personally serving Lady Yu, that Lady Yu is a very nice person, so I’m sure she won’t take such trivial matters to heart.”

Was this a small matter?

Was it because Grand Madam was getting on in age and didn’t want to manage such things? Or that Second Madam was incapable of handling such matters?

In the Gu family, such indiscriminate sharing of information and careless passing of rumours was unthinkable..

Gu Xi suddenly remembered Eldest Madam.

She had conversed with Eldest Madam a few times before – should she continue maintaining the relationship? Or, perhaps, before she leaves, she should say her farewells to Eldest Madam and count it as making an acquaintance?

Gu Xi was a little uncertain, so she temporarily put this matter aside and went to Grand Madam’s residence after getting dressed and groomed.

It so happened that Grand Madam Pei was speaking with Yu Tang, saying “… the matter with Bitter Nunnery would be greatly beneficial to your reputation. Dear girl, I don’t know what you are thinking to shrug it off like this. However, you are still young and the matter with Bitter nunnery wouldn’t be settled in just a day or two. The way I see it, it’s better for you to return and discuss with your mother before making your decision.”

Yu Tang smiled and thanked Grand Madam Pei, but she still firmly refused to take the credit, saying “A tree without a forest would be destroyed by the wind. I come from a small family, so it’s more important to have a peaceful and stable life, not to give up on what is rightfully ours and not to covet what we can’t keep – that’s the rightful course. Moreover, although the idea of incense-making is a good one, but if not for the Pei family’s strong backing, I would not have even presumed to think up such a plan. You’ve falsely elevated me by your words.”

As Grand Madam Pei listened, she couldn’t help but dart a glance towards Grand Madam Yi. She looked intrigued, leaning forward slightly, with raised eyebrows as she remarked, “Oh, that’s an unique way of thinking. It’s the first time I’ve heard of it. Tell me, what is it that you should acquire? And what is it that you cannot be presumptuous about?”

Yu Tang naturally couldn’t reveal that she had been reborn. She only felt that no amount of fame and fortune could be compared to having a peaceful and secure family living together. She also couldn’t say that due to the Pei Family’s power and influence, if they supported the Bitter Nunnery in selling Buddhist incense, no one would dare to make things difficult for them, and it would be a hundred times more convenient to facilitate this business deal than if some other family were to handle it. Fortunately, she was quick-witted and soon thought of a good argument, saying “If there wasn’t the Pei family, then I would only be able to help in smaller ways like sending a few plain cotton coats in winter and a few coarse mats in summer. Although these are good deeds, but such deeds only treat the symptoms and not the root cause. However, with the support of both Grand Madams, I dared to come up with the bolder idea of incense production. Even if the cost is a little expensive at the beginning, but once it’s completed, it is something that can benefit the entire Bitter Nunnery and even benefit all the women who come to rely on the Bitter Nunnery in the future. In case it doesn’t work out, what is being spent is only both Grand Madam’s funds……” Here, she pursed her lips and smiled before continuing, “I can only do this because there’s a big tree behind me that I can lean on, otherwise how would I presume to come up with such a crazy idea out of the blue?”

Both Grand Madams laughed heartily at this.

Grand Madam Pei even waved her hand cheerily and said, “Very well. I won’t ask you to reveal yourself, nor stand at the helms. This matter will be handled by the Pei Family.”

Yu Tang quickly thanked the two Grand Madams.

Grand Madam Yi gazed at her lovingly and nodded slightly.

It was obvious that she had a favourable impression of her.

Yu Tang was relieved.

A maid then came in and reported that Lady Gu had arrived.

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Delicate Flower – Chapter 180

Chapter 180 – Good Deeds

Yu Tang and the Pei young ladies headed to YuTang’s residence, and she then wrote down the incense formula as per her memory. After checking it thoroughly and finding no mistakes, she handed it to third young lady, saying, “You all can help me take a look at it too. This is the three formulas I remember.”

Among the young ladies of the Pei Family, second young lady had the most interest in making incense, and would also occasionally make some fragrance or Buddhist incense. It was probably the reason why she got along so well with Gu Xi as they had common interests. However, Second Young Lady wasn’t with them at present.

Third Young Miss, on the other hand, wasn’t interested in incense, but she loved to read and was very inquisitive. She took the incense formulation and examined it carefully. Her eyes gradually brightened and she said to Yu Tang excitedly, ”I think we can give it a try. If Lady Yu trusts me, I will first make some Buddhist incense according to the incense formulation you wrote and let Grand Madam try.”

Why wouldn’t Yu Tang trust her?

Earlier, she even had the notion to let Gu Xi prepare it, and it worked out better that Third Young Miss took the initiative to help.

However, she did not expect Third Young Miss to know about incense making as well.

Fourth young miss laughed and said, “Sister Yu misunderstood. It’s only that Third young miss doesn’t like to use incense with her clothes. It’s not that she doesn’t know how to make it.”

True, there are many things a young lady from a prestigious family could learn. As long as she has the interest, they could always find a master to teach her, which was beyond the scope of an ordinary family.

“Then I’ll have to trouble Third Young Miss.” Yu Tang smiled.

Third Young Miss waved her hand repeatedly and replied, “This is considered as an act of charity, whoever learns about it will also lend a helping hand, it’s too polite of Sister Yu to say so.”

Fourth Young Miss didn’t seem too interested in making incense, while Fifth Young Miss was too young to read and comprehend. The incense formulation was passed among them, and then returned to Yu Tang.

Yu Tang had Shuang Tao make some tea and bring snacks to serve them, and asked if they wanted to rest for a while.

The three ladies shook their heads, and the topic somehow shifted to Gentleman Yang again.

It was only then did Yu Tang realise that third young lady was already engaged, and it was a marriage arrangement done when she was only a baby. Her fiancé was her uncle’s son, who was two or three months younger than third young lady. Probably because men mature slower, right now, he was only half a head taller than third young miss, and she was worried that he wouldn’t grow taller.

Seeing Gentleman Yang, she grew even more concerned.

Fourth young miss further added salt to the wound by remarking, ”If you knew about this earlier, then you shouldn’t have agreed to the marriage. My grandmother said that marriage can’t be arranged too early, if the person grows up and isn’t a decent one, there’s no room for regrets – in the future, when eldest sister and second sister take their husbands back to visit their maternal family’s relatives, what will you do then?”

Upon hearing this, third young miss was close to tears.

Yu Tang listened from the side and forcibly held back her laughter. Seeing the situation, she quickly consoled third young lady, “Don’t listen to fourth young lady’s nonsense. You are the apple of your father and mother’s eyes. They must have found redeeming qualities in your cousin in order to bestow this marriage, so you don’t have to worry.”

Third Young Miss nodded dejectedly, but was still unhappy.

Several others also comforted her for a while, but Third Young Miss did not feel any better, but rather got more frustrated.

It was at this point that Yu Tang realised that Third Young Miss was the sort to think about the bad outcomes in every situation.

This was somewhat frustrating.

Fortunately, both grand Madams finished meeting with their guests, and Ah Shan ran over to inform them, “Both Grand Madams are chatting among themselves, and Second Madam is arranging for the maids and servants to pack up their things and return to their private courtyard.”

Yu Tang sent someone to call Gu Xi over, and had another person inform Second Madam.

Not long after, Gu Xi came, and Second Madam’s personal serving auntie also arrived, saying that she was instructed by Second Madam to have them join her for tea in the adjoining room.

The group went next door.

In the courtyard, there were a lot of serving aunties and attendants coming and going, and a few maids were clustered around Second Madam standing in the center of the room, supervising the packing of things.

Seeing Yu Tang and the others, Second Madam greeted them with a smile and took Fifth Young Miss’s hand, and said, “Come, sit in the inner room, it’s a mess here.” She then asked if they were hungry, saying, “It must be evening by the time we return, so you need to have something to eat beforehand.” She also praised Yu Tang, “The snacks were delicious and delivered at just the right time. It was truly a lot of effort.”

Yu Tang hurriedly made a few modest remarks.

What she thought of, the Pei family’s servants naturally also considered. Second madam was only being nice by praising her like this. If she was complacent or took the praise seriously, believing that there was no one else who could be as competent like her, then she would be making a fool of herself.

After everyone sat down, the maids then served tea, while Second Madam warmly told Yu Tang, “I’ve already heard from my personal serving attendant about your matter. It’s a wonderful thing and I definitely want to support you. Tell me, what is it that you need? Money or people? I can help with both.”

Fifth young miss smiled cheekily and leaned on her mother’s side, saying, “We just wanted to ask if this matter was feasible. If it is, we’ll request both Grand Madams to make a decision. Additionally, Sister Yu has written a few incense formulas and would like you to peruse them and see if they are feasible.”

She also told Second Madam about Third Young Miss’s help with the trial production of Buddhist incense.

Second Madam was delighted.

Having the juniors get together to do charitable deeds not only enhanced the bond between sisters, but also helped them to become more compassionate.

Second Madam’s response was immediate. She instantly stood up when she heard this, stating ”This matter is definitely viable. Both Grand Madams would definitely support your efforts. You all can follow me to meet the two Grand Madams – we’ll be returning to the courtyard soon, and while we’re still at Bitter Nunnery, we can finalise this. In a few days’ time, we will also be descending the mountain and returning to Lin’an City.”

It would be quite a long journey to travel from Lin’an to Bitter Temple again. More importantly, it was soon to be the New Year’s and the two Grand Madams and Second Madam would be busy with the celebratory arrangements.

The juniors were overjoyed and cheerfully followed Second Madam to where the Grand Madams were.

Fourth young lady, who always liked noisy and boisterous events, even tugged on Second Madam’s sleeve and asked, “Is Second Sister still at Grand Madam’s place? Has Gentleman Yang returned, and did Grand Madam agree to the marriage with the Yang family?”

Second Madam, presumably already having understood Fourth Young Miss’s character, did not get angry, but pinched her cheeks in amusement, lightly chiding, “You’re just a little kid, what are you doing focusing on these things? Have you done the homework you were given by Mr. Li? After we leave the mountain, your uncle’s cousins will be coming over to give your mother New Year’s gifts, and you will also be heading to your uncle’s house to visit them. If you haven’t finished your homework, I don’t know if your mother will let you follow your older siblings to go and visit…”

Immediately fourth young lady used her hands to cover her mouth and pleaded with Second Madam “I will stop speaking rashly”, which caused everyone to laugh.

Soon they arrived at the residence of both Grand Madams, and second young lady was standing in front of them, blushing as she chatted with them. When she saw them coming in, she immediately fled to the side.

The two Grand Madam exchanged knowing looks and smiled, while Grand Madam Pei instructed the maids around her to serve Yu Tang and the others some refreshments.

The group sat down together, and second madam told the two Grand Madams about Yu Tang and the others’ intentions. Both of them were surprised and delighted, praising all the juniors. Grand Madam Pei, waved her hand and said, ”What is there more to discuss with such a good deed? Doesn’t Bitter Temple wish to stand on their own as well? My Pei Family can only support them with the bare necessities, but it’s impossible to be a constant source of refuge for them.”

Second Madam nodded her head repeatedly and asked Grand Madam Pei: “Then should we invite the presiding master of the Bitter Temple to come and talk about this?”

Grand Madam Yi interjected, “I think it’s better to discuss about it. What if they don’t want to? Wouldn’t we then be needlessly meddling for nothing?”

Grand Madam Pei nodded and instructed Ji Daniang, “Go and invite the presiding master of the Bitter Temple over.”

Yu Tang pondered over this internally.

In her previous life, Bitter Nunnery appear to live off the surrounding acres of land, resources obtained from the mountains and temple donations. She wondered if it was because they weren’t willing to obtain subsistence on their own or that they never had that opportunity.

She couldn’t predict how the presiding master would respond.

Gu Xi, on the other hand, squeezed the handkerchief in her hand into a ball.

The Pei family elders really did actively work on this matter as she expected, but unfortunately, this idea was Yu Tang’s, so if she wanted to contribute, she would be helping build Yu Tang’s reputation, and she was unwilling to do that.

Gu Xi couldn’t help but glance at Yu Tang.

Yu Tang had her head lowered, her long eyelashes flickered like a small fan, and she looked particularly virtuous and gentle.

Yet she was able to come up with the idea of teaching the Bitter Nunnery residents to make incense to help themselves.

Such a person, what kind of  virtuous and gentle heart could she have?

Gu Xi sneered internally.

The presiding master of Bitter Nunnery arrived.

She may have already inquired about what the two Grand Madams wanted to discuss with her, as she looked a little excited, and when she saw them, she made a big bow and recited repeatedly, “Blessings of the Bodhisattva, allowing us to meet kind-hearted people in Bitter Nunnery”.

The two Grand Madams did not exchange pleasantries with her, but directly explained their intentions.

The presiding master was so happy that her tears fell down, her dull and sallow face suddenly gained a little more colour. “Ever since I started to preside over the Bitter Nunnery twenty years ago, I have been trying to find a way to make a living. We tried dried bamboo shoots and salted vegetables, but it always yielded very poor results. If both Grand Madams can show the people in Bitter Nunnery a way out, we, we would be immensely grateful to both of you and in this life and the next, and we would definitely set up a longevity plaque for the both of you…….” She said chokingly, and was about to kneel down and perform a grand kowtow.

Luckily, Chen Daniang and Ji Daniang were quick to stop the presiding master and didn’t let her kneel down. Chen Daniang remarked, “What are you doing? Aren’t you insulting our two Grand Madams by your actions? If you have something to say, sit down and discuss. This was only a suggestion by both Grand Madams, the feasibility is still debateable, and we still have to run it by you first, don’t we?”

Only then did the presiding master calm down. She smiled sheepishly and sat down on the embroidered stool next to them.

Grand Madam Pei gazed at Yu Tang.

Yu Tang immediately understood.

Seeing that this idea was her idea, at this time, she wanted to prop her up, so that Yu Tang could give the presiding master an explanation on incense making.

Yu Tang hurriedly refused, shaking her head and even made a pleading expression.

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Delicate Flower – Chapter 179

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Chapter 179 – Temple Incense

Gu Xi couldn’t help but smile lightly.

Her smile was sweet and gentle.

All the more so, at this time, she would appear modest and composed, making others feel that she was trustworthy, matured, capable of accomplishing great things.

This was the correct attitude.

Yu Tang was smirking.

She knew that the moment she said it, everyone would think that she was trying to include Gu Xi and have her lead things. Although she came up with the idea but Gu Xi was the one who would gain a virtuous name instead. It could have been seen as her being overly kind, foolishly so. If the Pei family’s young ladies were the same as the rest and went along with the flow, others may feel that she had foolishly acted with no merit. However the Pei family’s ladies were upright and pure, and would certainly remember her contribution.

Speaking of which, she only discovered these tactics from carefully observing Gu Xi’s actions from the past.

She learned all these from Gu Xi.

As expected, Gu Xi couldn’t hold back her joy when she heard this. She pretended to stay silent as she waited for someone to suggest that she should step forward. Thereafter, she would modestly refuse for a few moments, before taking over and presiding over this matter. The Pei family’s young ladies, upon hearing YuTang’s words all widened their eyes in surprise.

When the gazes of the Pei family’s several young ladies fell on Gu Xi, and after Gu Xi avoided Yu Tang’s eyes for a little while, Yu Tang became even more cheerful as she smiled inwardly, and nonchalantly remarked, ”How can I be so bold as to trouble Lady Gu? When I was accompanying my father in his studies, I saw a few ancient formulas for making temple incense, but as I was not interested, I didn’t pay much attention. This time, I suddenly thought of it. I wondered if we could make the temple incense based on those ancient formulas, and then teach the nuns and residents in the temple how to make it, so that not only can it improve the lives of the people in the temple, but also give them something to pass the time with.”

As Yu Tang’s words fell, Gu Xi and the Pei family’s young ladies were all dumbfounded.

Fifth Young Lady even jumped up and exclaimed, “Sister Yu, is your incense formulation reliable? My maternal grandfather said that many learned scholars often share their knowledge with everyone, but their personal formulations were never revealed to the public. What if those ancient formulas were just randomly written out by those writers?”

Fourth young lady, however, had completely different thoughts, but her words were just as direct as fifth young lady’s, saying, “Sister Yu, have you ever made this kind of incense before? What if it’s not good enough? Wouldn’t it be a waste of manpower and resources? Sister Gu made incense before, so she must have the experience, I think we might as well entrust Sister Gu to help teach those nuns and residents how to make incense. Why bother to go to such an extent?”

Third Young Lady frowned.

She felt that if this was really the case, Yu Tang was a little narrow-minded.

Yu Tang understood their thoughts, but before she could reply, second young Miss spoke up, saying in sincerity, “Lady Yu, I feel that it’s better to have Sister Gu work with you on this. Sister Gu could teach those nuns and residents how to make the incense and Lady Yu can explain this idea to the two Grand Madams, We can all discuss and decide how to sell the incense. As the saying goes “Excellent wine, without capable marketing and distribution, would be unsellable. If we rely on Bitter Nunnery to sell the incense by themselves, I am afraid that they wouldn’t be able to use the funds to sustain themselves. My family also can’t possibly use so much of the incense.”

Yu Tang smiled.

She genuinely liked all young ladies of the Pei Family very much.

Even if Second Young Miss favoured Gu Xi, she would still be reasonable.

Unfortunately, as she was targeting Gu Xi, she wouldn’t let Gu Xi escape so easily.

“It’s not that I don’t wish for Lady Gu to help!” Yu Tang deliberately made a look like she was in a difficult situation, “Do you know the reason why it’s not a good idea to let Lady Gu teach the people in the Bitter Nunnery how to make incense?”

Several of the Pei family’s young ladies shook their heads, and Gu Xi was also listening on, looking as though she wanted to call her out on her mistake.

Yu Tang replied, ”Lady Gu’s incenses do smell good. I have received them as gifts from Lady Gu, and I know that she is skilled in making incenses. However, Lady Gu’s incenses are considered as products for use by noble ladies of the inner courtyards, therefore it is not good if such products are widely distributed among the public. Moreover, if the incense formula was taught to the nuns and residents of the temple, and production was carried out on a large scale, I would feel uncomfortable about it. It would be better if we can find a new incense formula. Lady Gu could also suggest another suitable incense formula, but on our side we have to keep it as a secret, and no one is allowed to speak a word of it.”

If the good deeds were to be done anonymously, then what’s the point?!

Gu Xi instinctively wanted to object, but fortunately when she was about to speak, she quickly snapped out of it and refrained from speaking.

As for the young ladies of the Pei family, after hearing Yu Tang’s explanation, all of them nodded their heads in agreement. Even second young lady who didn’t like Yu Tang very much, also said with some embarrassment, “It’s still Sister Yu who is more prudent than the rest of us… Indeed, we can’t allow Sister Gu to have her reputation marred for such a thing.”

Gu Xi was furious, but she couldn’t refute Yu Tang’s words. Her gaze towards Yu Tang sharpened, and in her heart, she resolved that if Yu Tang really made her do it anonymously, she had to find an excuse to shirk this responsibility, and let Yu Tang and the Pei family manage it on their own, and realise it’s not easy to do benevolent deeds for the good of others.

Yu Tang was secretly pleased when she saw Gu Xi’s anger, pursing her lips, she smiled, then said aloud with a firm voice, “Thank you second young Miss for your compliment. However, I’m still young, and for something this big, we should consult the elders. Why don’t we speak with Second Madam, and see if she thinks it’s viable?”

Pei family’s ladies were a little startled when they heard this, but then they let out cheers, saying in a chorus of voices that this was the way to handle things.

Although it was good to have a kind heart, but a kind heart may not be able to achieve success.

The Pei family’s young ladies then began to engage in lively discussions about this matter.

One asked Yu Tang if the incense formula was reliable, another asked about the production of incense and whether the ingredients were easy to obtain, yet another asked whom they should send to Bitter Nunnery to manage things…… It was still uncertain if this plan was feasible or not, but in such a short period of time, they had already thought ahead to a time when the Bitter Nunnery’s incense would be so popular in Lin’an that even people in Hangzhou would know about it.

Gu Xi sat there with a smile plastered on her face, neither participating nor discussing, but only observing from the sidelines.

Yu Tang, on the other hand, was overjoyed.

It was impossible for her to have paid attention about incense formulations from books when she was studying.

She disliked them ever since she was a child. Therefore, the incense formula she suggested to the Pei family was actually offered by Gu Xi five years later to Zhaoming Temple for charity purposes.

The incense sold by Zhaoming Temple was very popular. For Zhaoming Temple, that 1000 taels of donations raised was only a small amount, so Buddha wouldn’t blame her if she gave it to Bitter Nunnery which was in greater need of it.

She quietly chanted “Amitabha Buddha” a few times in her heart.

Chen Daniang came in and lightly restrained them with a smile, “Keep your voices down, I could hear you as soon as I left the hall. I’ve been ordered by the two Grand Madams to lead Gentleman Yang over.”

Second Young Miss blushed.

Third, Fourth and Fifth Miss all looked towards Second Young Miss and giggled in unison.

Secong Young Miss was so embarrassed that she wanted to burrow her head into the ground, and only then did the three Pei ladies let her off.

Gu Xi watched them with a slightly scornful look.

Yu Tang, however, found it amusing and occupied a good position by the window ahead, creating a small opening and tried to see what Yang Yan looked like.

Fifth and fourth Miss being the two youngest, laughed as they pressed against her back and stayed by the window pane with Yu Tang.

Yu Tang had no choice but to relent, saying “Each of us will watch for just two breaths of time, and the rest of the time will be reserved for Second Miss, how does that sound?”

Second Young Miss, shy and annoyed, retorted, “Hmph, I don’t care how he looks!”

“That’s true.” Yu Tang teased, “Second Young Miss can go into the hall later on to serve tea, but we can only sneak a peek here.”

The three Pei young ladies smiled knowingly at Second Young Miss.

Second Young Miss’s face was so red that it could drip blood, and Fourth Young Miss quickly urged them, “Hurry! Quit talking, Gentleman Yang is coming.”

Yu Tang didn’t continue the conversation any further as she stood on her tiptoes to peer out the window.

She saw Chen Daniang leading a young man wearing a royal blue embroidered robe made of fine Hangzhou silk.

He was tall, with a dignified appearance and an elegant temperament. He seemed to be in his early twenties, with a steady and calm presence.

Yu Tang felt that this person was pretty good.

However, in her two lives, she has yet to see a more handsome man than Pei Yan.

She retreated after two glances and said to Third Young Miss, who wanted to look but couldn’t squeeze in, ”Hurry and take a look too. Otherwise, Gentleman Yang will be entering the hall.”

Third Young Miss grinned and squeezed in with Fourth Miss and Fifth Miss.

Yu Tang smiled with curved eyebrows, but when she looked up, she was met with Gu Xi’s somewhat frigid gaze.

She didn’t avoid it.

She didn’t do anything wrong and wasn’t afraid of Gu Xi’s scrutiny.

Gu Xi was startled.

She thought of the time when Yu Tang first arrived at the Pei Residence…. When did Yu Tang become this bold? Or was it because of Pei Yan?

Gu Xi sneered.

Yu Tang gazed at her calmly, her expression relaxed, until fourth young lady let out a long sigh that echoed in the teahouse, and only then was her attention diverted.

“What’s wrong?” Second young lady asked. She hasn’t seen the person yet, and hearing the slightest sound made her nervous.

Fourth young miss sighed long and hard and said, “Second sister will be getting married soon ……”

It was a offhand remark, but it indirectly praised Yang Yan.

Second young miss was preoccupied with her worries and hadn’t reacted, but Yu Tang and the others already heard and understood, and all of them were giggling. When second young miss finally realised, Chen Daniang arrived and asked Second young miss to go and serve tea. Second young lady hurriedly ran away as if she was fleeing with Chen Daniang, causing Yu Tang and the rest to burst out laughing again.

Yu Tang then remembered her elder aunt’s cousin wife, and upon seeing that they could leave, she wanted to return to her room. She said “I’ll go and write the incense formula, so that when we see Second Madam, we’ll have something to hand over, and we won’t make the elders feel that it’s only a fleeting whim.”

Third Young Miss was very agreeable and unexpectedly suggested, “Sister Yu, I’ll accompany you on the way back too.”

Fourth and Fifth Miss also clamoured to follow along.

Gu Xi couldn’t stand the way people were circling around Yu Tang, She also wanted to avoid getting caught up in this matter, inwardly thinking, ‘Yu Tang, aren’t you a ‘capable’ one? Then I won’t say a word, and let’s see what kind of Buddhist incense you can come up with.’ Furthermore, whether the outcome was good or bad, it had nothing to do with her and she can’t be blamed when things go awry.

She replied: ”I didn’t rest well in the afternoon, so I won’t be joining. Let me know when you all are going to see Second Madam later.”

Gu Xi was curious to know the attitude of the Pei family’s elders.

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Delicate Flower – Chapter 178

Chapter 178 – Target

Yu Tang tsked twice internally.

It was the same tactic as always; she enjoyed putting people on the hot seat as if the person in the bamboo forest earlier wasn’t her.

　　Yu Tang smiled and raised an eyebrow at Gu Xi, but addressed Fifth Young Miss instead, ”Why did the Yang Family arrive so quickly? Wasn’t it decided that we should return to our rooms to have a short nap first? As it was still early, I figured I could return and change my clothes before coming over. However, I didn’t expect the Yang family’s people to arrive so soon. When I heard the news, I had to turn mid-way and come over. We would not be greeting Gentleman Yang later on, right?” She asked the Pei family’s young ladies, and her voice was tinged with some nervousness, “This is the first time I’ve encountered such a situation, so I don’t really have an idea how to handle it.”

The Pei young ladies were immediately sidetracked by her words.

Third Young Miss promptly reassured her, ”There’s no need. Sister Yu, don’t you worry. We only came here to have tea because we are accompanying second sister. It’s impossible for Chen Daniang to allow us meet with outsiders.”

Fourth Young Miss, in contrast, asked curiously, “Has Sister Yu never experienced something like this before?”

“It’s not quite the same.” Yu Tang smiled and explained, “I’ve never encountered a match-making meeting like this one with Gentleman Yang. When sisters around me were arranging matchmaking meetings, it was either by appointment at the temple or at a mutual family’s house where we knew each other well. We would pretend to be there enjoying the flowers or doing embroidery, and when the potential partner walked by, we would then have an opportunity to look. We were usually at the side to keep them company.”

Fifth Young Miss immediately exclaimed, “That sort of matchmaking is much more interesting than our family’s. For us, we do not show ourselves at all, and when Gentleman Yang comes, Second Sister would only have to bring in the tea and pay her respects to the elders. That’s why we’re all hiding here!” After saying that, she covered her mouth and grinned.

Third and Fourth Young Miss also followed suit and grinned.

Second Young Miss shyly blushed, and glared at them, saying “I allowed you all to sit here and have tea, but you still can’t stop yourselves from gossiping.” However, she did not stop fifth young Miss from explaining the Pei family’s rules to Yu Tang. Clearly, she was a classic example of a person with “a sharp tongue but a soft heart”.

Yu Tang chuckled. Once she had regained control of the conversation flow, she then turned with a smile and answered Gu Xi’s question, “Was Lady Gu concerned about the reason I had to see Third Master earlier? I saw that the residents of Bitter Nunnery met with various hardships, and the Pei family has been financing the Bitter Nunnery for all these years. Thinking of the saying “Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach a man how to fish and you feed him for a lifetime”, I wanted to see if we could discuss together and help the residents of the temple find a means of living. First, it would prevent them from relying on the temple for everything. Over time, this might create dissension and complacency among them, and the Pei Family might even incur their wrath and displeasure even with the good deeds done. Secondly, once they have something to work for, they will be busy earning their keep, and they wouldn’t have time to let their minds wander and ponder on negative, depressing things. If the Nunnery were to have a mishap occur, it would damage the Pei Family’s reputation.”

This was something she thought about on the way here.

She didn’t think of it when she chased after Pei Yan, and only remembered a past incident while on her way back.

Three years from now, there would be a case where a nun in the Bitter Nunnery drank arsenic and died. The husband who drove his wife out of the home, however, joined forces with her maiden family and made a scene at the temple, saying that the nunnery caused the death of the woman. At that time, the incident was big news in Lin’an City, and many people in Lin’an City then learned about bitter nunnery and that they took in homeless women.

Although the incident ended with that nun’s husband and maiden family being punished by the authorities, it wasn’t a pleasant affair at all.

Perhaps it was because of that incident that the Pei family did not publicly protect the Bitter Nunnery?

Thereafter, when everyone knew about the good deeds performed by the Bitter Nunnery, many poor women pretended to be abused by their husbands or by their sons and came to the Bitter Nunnery begging for food, which almost depleted Bitter Nunnery’s resources.

Later, the temple was forced to close.

From then on, the temple no longer took in women unless they were recommended by someone from the temple.

In order to avoid being taken advantage of by unscrupulous people while doing good deeds, Yu Tang felt that it was better to start now and follow what the Bitter Nunnery did in the later stages, by allowing the residents to start self-sufficiency earlier.

Third young miss was beaming with appreciation the moment she heard it, and said loudly, ”Sister Yu’s idea is good. No one wants to eat food handed out of pity, it’s more dignified to work in exchange for your own meals.”

The corner of Yu Tang’s mouth twitched.

Not everyone had such a noble way of thinking!

Back then, the Bitter Nunnery experienced great chaos for a period of time and was even criticised for selling its name as a way of trying to compete with Zhaoming Temple.

However, she didn’t want to spoil Third young miss’s purity and goodness.

She replied, ”It’s just that I don’t know what a good livelihood for these residents of the temple would be. After some careful consideration, I needed to ask Third Master about this. I had Shuang Tao report to Third Master and ask him about his plans for the temple. Not only did Third Master agree to meet, but he also arrived earlier than me and was waiting in the bamboo forest. Strangely, when I reached the bamboo forest, I heard someone speaking, but I couldn’t see anyone. I circled the bamboo forest for a long time and managed with some difficulty to find Third Master.” After speaking, she then looked directly at GuXi, saying “If I knew things would turn out like this, I would have arranged to meet with Third Master somewhat else. That bamboo forest is like a maze, but it would be a good place to play hide-and-seek in. But it’s not a good place to have a conversation, as the sound travels.”

Gu Xi immediately turned pale.

Could it be that Yu Tang heard the conversation between her and Third Master?

If so ……

Gu Xi felt like she had lost all traces of her dignity.

How would she maintain a firm foothold in this society in the future?

However, her experience over the years told her that this matter couldn’t possibly end like this, and that she should act clueless and test Yu Tang’s knowledge.

If YuTang really heard her, she needed to know exactly how much she heard.

What did she mean by saying this now? Was she simply displeased with her or was she attempting to warn her about something?

Gu Xi quickly calmed down and smiled, ”That place indeed not a good place for conversations. However, Lady Yu is also unfairly criticising herself for being incompetent. If she can’t even tell direction of north, south, east, and west from a place as big as the palm of her hand, how can she preside over her household in the future? Lady Yu is being too modest!”

She pretended as if nothing happened.

Yu Tang scoffed internally.

Now that she was in control of the conversation, yet Gu Xi still dared to act so arrogantly, she didn’t have any qualms about creating trouble for Gu Xi.

“Oh really?” YuTang smiled, “I wonder how a person getting lost has anything to do with presiding over a household. However, upon further reflection, Lady Gu has a point. Not even being able to see the road ahead of you is indeed a serious problem. Thankfully, I come from a humble background, and it’s rare for me to encounter such a large bamboo forest, therefore it would not be a problem of mine.”

Third, Fourth and Fifth Young Miss exchanged furtive looks.

Just a moment ago, everyone was still talking amicably, so why, in the blink of an eye Lady Yu was confronting Lady Gu like this? Especially Lady Gu, who was always graceful and unassuming, but at this very moment, although her face was still calm and gentle, her gaze revealed that she was feeling guilty or uncomfortable, as if she had done something wrong and was caught by Lady Yu, and she lost all her confidence.

As for Lady Yu, previously, she always acted mild and gentle, always keeping peace and avoiding disputes, but just now it was as if she was a different person, speaking with cutting words and her soft voice carried a strong edge.

What was it that made Lady Gu this guilty? And what was it that made Lady Yu act so differently from before?

The three girls looked at each other, suddenly unsure of how to proceed.

As for Second Young Miss, she was intentionally befriended by Gu Xi over these past few days, and thus regarded Gu Xi as her sister, so naturally, she couldn’t allow Yu Tang to target Gu Xi like this. She ignored the fact that it was currently her match-making appointment and took a few steps forward and took Gu Xi’s arm. She stood on the opposite side of Yu Tang and said, “Lady Yu, today Third Sister personally made this tea, and brought some melon slices from the Sixth Branch, and we also have some snacks that you gave to us. You must be thirsty since you have just rushed over. Quick, have a seat and drink a cup of tea with us!”

Yu Tang didn’t intend to ruin Second Young Miss’s match-making day. She smiled and spared Gu Xi, sitting down with Fourth Young Miss and Fifth Young Miss at the table.

Gu Xi also didn’t dare to pry further for fear that Yu Tang would reveal something that she shouldn’t.

She sat with second young miss, and deliberately thanked second young miss, saying quietly, “I’m afraid that I had offended her by saying that she didn’t know about presiding over a household, and I’m ashamed that you had to help me out.”

As this was not an appropriate time, Second Young Miss only smiled at her kindly and shook her head.


Meanwhile the other Pei Family’s ladies exchanged looks and also pretended as if nothing happened. Third Young Miss spoke up and continued their discussion about helping the residents of Bitter Nunnery find a suitable livelihood, “Sister Yu, do you want to teach those people how to make silk flowers? We can all help.”

Fourth Young Miss nodded her head repeatedly beside her, saying, “I can also help. My mother has a cosmetics store, I can speak with my mother and have them in our store.”

Fifth Miss pondered for a while, and said dejectedly, “My mother doesn’t have a cosmetics store, but she does have some plots of good farmland, but they are all located in the north. How about, how about I help those people make silk flowers? The silk flowers I make are very pretty now. My mother even praised me the other day, and when she sent my maternal family a New Year’s gift, she also included the silk flowers I made for maternal grandmother, auntie, and my cousins.”

They are all girls with kind and beautiful hearts!

Yu Tang smiled and said craftily, “I’m afraid it’s not appropriate to make silk flowers. This is a nunnery after all.”

The Pei family’s young ladies were all stunned, and even Gu Xi, too, looked at Yu Tang in surprise.

Only then did Yu Tang calmly add, “A nunnery, of course it’s most appropriate to make incense to sell!”

Fifth Young Miss immediately exclaimed, “Is Sister Yu talking about the kind of incense that Sister Gu makes?”

Everyone looked towards Gu Xi.

Every time Gu Xi made incense, she would burn incense and take a bath. When she spoke about the incense she made, she would either use the three-year old water specially kept under the hundred-year-old plum tree, or she would use osmanthus blossoms that first bloomed in the fall, which was not only refined, but also very pure. This garnered her a lot of praise. Including this trip when she stayed at the Pei residence, everyone had already gotten some of the incense she made and knew that she was very good at making incense.

Since Yu Tang wanted to teach GuXi a lesson, naturally, she had to start with her best accomplishment.

Gu Xi was indeed proud of herself at the moment.

After all, Yu Tang was only a girl of a small rural family with little knowledge. She wanted to do some good deeds, yet the stage YuTang created ended up being the stage where she, GuXi, would perform centerstage instead. If she was the one who taught those residents and nuns how to make the incense, when people discuss this matter, who would even speak of Yu Tang? The Pei family was the backbone supporting this work and she, Gu Xi was the one contributing.

Yu Tang, she would only be foolishly making wedding clothes for someone else!

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